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pahunkboy -> RE: the possible "date", the "tests", argh (12/15/2008 8:31:16 AM)
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Lin, thats the thing. I wont settle. The fact is, I have improved my life MORE when it has been just me.
I am not sure why I feel, icky over talking about the past... I mean, I am pretty straight forward with my friends.
He is mystified that I bought a big house. But that is what came up at a good price. A smaller house would have cost more. I get the impression he expects a house to be finished. This place will never be finished. I can accept that.
I am interested in precious metals and the monetary system. I could talk for weeks about it. But instead, to dredge up the past... is... well, I am about to become very busy.
I dont hate my past. At one point, I even wanted to write a book. But I find that to move on in life- I learn from my bad decissions and try to do the best I can.
Put another way.... no one delivered on a promise to give me a rose garden. So I now grow my own rose garden.
It may seem like a cold thing to say... but nothing gets done good, unless I do it.
On the flip side- I wont live in the future... "some day" "some day".
This dude might not know that good dating skills isnt necessarily a good LTR.
I don't think many men could match a buddy of mine Brian in OK. We almost dated, but I have my life here, his there. So thats best.
I have a few close friends, I have some family. So, I dont really "need" a LTR.
I take great pride in my garden. OH- he has a degree in horticulture, and he is some type of newspaper columnist. Yet, it seems to me, a guy with a horticulture degree should have a garden? indoor plants... graphed trees...
I happen to have a degree myself. Funny thing, it hasnt come up yet. My degree is "nice"... but I doubt Iwould do that again.
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