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slavedesires -> RE: The Journey (1/1/2006 10:42:47 AM)
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Enjoy your journey,have patience and be well...Tempting..
The journey.
Since Feb 5, 2004...the journey has been bittersweet and most intersting to say the least.
Before i met Daddy i never considered my exploration a journey...much like peppermint said....i have had weeds, annuals and i have my perennials.
So often on profiles i have read...am searching for my O/one. How can anyone explore and journey and know they have found their one unless they taste of the fruit and have smelled all the flowers in the garden they might want to think about if they refuse?
i really didnt realize i was a sensaully erotic cumslut cockwhore slave until i began to smell the flowers and taste the fruit. Thats is when i could REALLY define the "gift" i gave to a Dom who was a match for me. i hate that notion of gift, but what else can i use right now?
Did i know when i was a "novice" that hairpulling, begging, spanking and blind obedience would trun me on so greatly and place a need so deep in me to please? No. Did i know that whips, chains, restraints, toys bigger than anyone's, and pain would leave me dull to please another? No. i had to journey. To discover that pleasing another, my greatest need and desire was found only within the journey and discovery and exploration of my place in WIITID. Then i found Him and He found me.
Each approach to the journey is different...based on needs and personality and i believe philosophy....but is there focus on the journey? i believe focus occurs when you eliminate the weeds, the externals, the dislikes...then focus defines the journey.
My journey took me to Mexico, to MN, to TN to explore with all sorts of male creatures.
Then one night, boing...... into my lap fell the prize. And still the jounrey goes on...twisting and turning......
i have encouraged others to do the same...experiment, risk, be vulnerable...but fear keeps the journey never started. Or some want the journey ended before they really have tasted and smelled all that the garden journey has to offer.
Ice Cream.... for those of you who say chocolate is THE ONLY flavor...did you know there might be 3,582 versions of chocolate? How many have you tried? Did you know that maybe the 3,174th flavor might be your one and only? Yet you are stuck on 3 versions because you got burned on #4. How sad..................
"And the day came when the pain that it took to remain tight in a bud became more painful than the risk it took to blossom"
j o u r n e y .............its worth every step!! [:)]
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