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Slipstreme -> Hello to all! (1/6/2006 11:56:35 AM)
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Hello everyone. (Im not too good with greetings bear with me. And I tend to be rather direct. I apologize.)
I am Slipstreme, a 20 year old Switch, mostly dominant from the Gainesville Florida area. As such, Go Gators!!!!!!! Yes, I am a University of Florida student, studying Wildlife Ecology and Pre-Veterinary medicine, and each semester I find myself more and more loyal to that school. heck I may end up bleeding orange and blue before I graduate.
I research wildlife and read nonfiction nature books in my free time, draw, paint, sculpt, philosophize, crack open the calculus and physics for old times sake. Watch anything scifi and comedy, but usually a mix of both. Yes, I am a nerd. Can ya tell?
(Although lately, my free time has been spent doing this. Researching BDSM and expanding my horizons because Im not the type of person to jump right into something without knowing what Im getting myself into.)
Ive a few excentricities that I need to warn people of, things that would send many people running away from me. I am a fur, a member of the furry community (and I know you all watch CSI *rolls eyes* It is not like that!) which is basically a bunch of people who like anthropomorphic (human like) animals and roleplay as such. Honestly, I dont see how different this is from gaming over RPG online games, or even your own consoles. So why the mass hysteria over furs? We're just cuddly is all. Spiritually I am a bit of a conundrum. Im Christian with very native american beliefs, and pesudo paganism practices. Basically, I am what my religion tells me I should not be. And here is the wierdest part. Im spiritually not human and display animalistic behaviours, that I attribute to the identity I chose for myself and one of the characters I play: Slipstreme (last name of Nexus Nova Slipstreme, now a central identity of this inner personality type thing). I play many characters in furry roleplay.
Now that I have you very weirded out. Here is more: Im genderqueer. Not transgender. In fact my friend hit it right on the head when he said I seem to be both bigender and genderless at the same time. Biologically I am female, but I prefer not to even touch identifying who I really am, and what I really am. Cause it is fluid.
I literally walk between two realities at the same time, kept in harmony and balance, may be due to being a libra I dont know.
And now for the people still a reading away not freaked out by who I am: The fun stuff. Where I fall in BDSM. At least so far anyway. I have been getting quite a bit of experience, temporary anyway, with some very good friends of mine. I still consider myself a newbie. I probably always will. After all, there is always something new to learn, something new to taste.
My interests are cyclic. The behaviorial pattern has always been there. It is only recently that it snatched me up and told me to no longer ignore it. In roleplay, in games even back from childhood I've played out the dynamic and sought out the mechanisms (nonsexually of course). I guess it just took me long enough to find a label for it. I do know however, that for the longest time, Ive wanted a dungeon. For what, I didnt know. Just that it was cool and neat and I was drawn to it.
Where I fall anyway? But on both sides of the whip of course (though in the actual act of flogging/ whipping, I think I prefer recieving it a bit more). Like everything else in my life, I am two sided. Although I do lean more dominant than submissive, aside from in the instance above. And I certainly can't slave, just don't have the personality and need for it.
I also seem to be able to bring barriers down with other people and bring out their hidden BDSM interests. A couple friends seem even to look at me as some sort of mentor. I keep telling them I can only help them so much. Im too new to really be that effective a teacher. I have at least tried the best I can to help those who ask, typically gathering up information for them, and well, philosophizing with them on the dynamic itself, leading to long interesting discussions.
What I am looking for ultimately, I dont know. I do know that I would like to apprentice under a Master for a while given the chance, mainly to learn technique and how to use things safely, but one who will not ignore the switch in me, but still see me as a student, an apprentice, not a submissive, or a slave. (I use the word Master as genderless, and will refer to someone as a Mistress only when specified cause I dont like that title.) But like all things in life, this is fluid, and as I typically go in life: whatever happens, happens.
As far as my experiences go. I think youve had enough there. I would prefer to get to know everyone a bit better before I post descriptively about what Ive done with my friends. In fact, that might only happen to the people I get to know personally.
But, I'm always up for making new friends. Dont let the wierdness scare ya'll away.
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