canlock
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Hi folks, Here i am....can-lock.
i am a slave to my Mistress. Happily. Or at least as i can be.
To start things off. My wife had a stroke some 20 years ago. A big left brain one which took her right side and her speech language centre. Over the years we have worked hard to bring back as much speech as we could. She has accomplished lots. I am so proud of her. But she lost interest in sex, and especially kinky sex, which I craved, and until then she stoicely provided for me.
After i retired from my profession i could allow my interest in the darker side of sex and relationships to flourish. With her permission, of course.
Since our early years i have been interested in Tease and Denial (T&D). Little did I know that that interest would transition into 24/7/365, this is what you have, you got what you wanted. After her stroke there was the big empty. Nothing. No sex. Total denial....and no tease either. She was not interested. Period!! Full stop!!
Being a randy young man of 37 I took matters into my own hands anf fo a lot of years. Sex is not about self, ever. It is about what you can do please your partner. Since there was no pleasing her then I could only focus on myself. Sure I made sure her life was full. There was TV, and...TV....and TV....... could only watch MASH so many times.. and white wine...... too much to please me, but it makes her happy. But it was her only pleasure. Who was I to deny it?
To make a long story short I discovered www.locknKeep.com. My eyebows went up. A non religious epiphany. Sorta like believing in the Tooth Fairie. And just about that time I found my first real love. She was, and still is, a wonderfully loving soul who i did not deserve to be with. She locked me in a chastity belt, at my request. and did her best to be the Domme of my dreams. She is one tough Lady, as many will attest, but she could not beat me, or make me suffer in any way. It was not to be.
Since my Lady, my keyholder (KH) lived away far from me (meaning 3 hours drive) i asked another wonderful Lady if she would consent to be my my emergency keyholder. If I needed out for any legitimate reason then i coould contact her for the emergency key, and she would supply the key, or give the combination to a lockbox which contained a spare key. I was in heaven. I had 3 wonderful Ladies caring about what I did, or rather, did not do, and about who I was as a person. I was, and still am theirs, to one degree or another.
You need to understand that my wife is a giving person. She wants me to be happy. She wants me to love her. She is a wondeful person who I adore. I admire her gumption in the face of the adversity that was her medical misfortune. But she rose above it. Made the best of a terrible situation, ans saw that it was that for me too. So the long and short of it is....she gave permission for me to have a Domme. She realized that this was an integral part of who I am. Kinky, but nice...
As I have said my first love could not be the Domme that she wanted to be for me. It was not her character. She tried very hard to please me.(notice that that is the opposite of the way i would wish it to be). But it was not to be. So she handed off to my emergency KH (keyholder).
She was, and is a very close family friend. She relishes the task as no other could. She teases and torments. She pleases herself with me then does not hesitate to lock me back up my going without an O for weeks at a time. She may use me over and over again achieving her Os but denying mine. And with a sinister laugh she will lock me back up knowing it may be weeks or months till my next one. But I love her for it.. She is a remarkable Lady.
As of today I am locked at day 50. I will have to go another 100 plus days till I have another O. She will decide. That is not for me to have input (very different from when i was 20 and a young buck)
When I am away I wear a cb 3000 ( which they tell me it is possible to escape for an O... i would not want to annoy my Mistress, And if I lied to Her She would know). When I am at home I am in a Neo-steel sport system belt which is very secure. She says she loves the lines of it, and the bondage add ons.........it makes it all the more enjoyable for Her.
I am lucky in so many way. I have three wondeful women that love me, and frustrate me to no end. But would I trade? No, I dont think so.
(Yes Mistress, the laundry is done, Folded, ironed what needed to be ironed.................
Nope...Not for an Instant
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