allthatjaz
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ORIGINAL: allthatjaz I think I am becoming a bit fixated on my own vaginal sensations!. Some people are going to think Im showing off here but its actually become an area of fascination because we simply don't talk or read much about this stuff and I for one have, up until now been uneducated in what women are actually capable of. Up until meeting my present partner I have only ever been able to have orgasms and an occasional ejaculation (squirting) but I now experience full body orgasm, vaginal orgasm, clit stimulation orgasm, orgasm just from penetration, multi orgasm and something else that feels like the vaginal wall tightening and then a wonderful movement that moves from the base of my vagina to the base of my cervix. This, as far as I am concerned is not an orgasm or at least it doesn't feel like a normal sort of orgasm and it doesn't feel like a climax either. Its totally involuntary and my partner says it feels like his cock is being sucked inside me. When I first had a full body orgasm I was excited by what had happened but a little freaked out because I didn't understand what it was. I wrote to the boards and was directed to some good information that enlightened me as to what it actuall is. Does anyone have a name, explanation or any information on what this new sensation is? Maria P.S Im planning to take a degree in this Maybe as the human race is constantly evolving, you are evolving into something better than what was before. If this is so, hey the future generations have perhaps something good coming. But I wonders, could this evolution be due to a release of guilt, a guilt from the past where intercourse the people were told was bad and wrong and all those pseudo religious ideas. I suppose, if you are free of guilt and believe wholly in yourself, you as a feeling creature, things can only get better, the body being a wonderful thing, look after it, it will perform it's best for you, like a well oiled machine, the inner athlete maybe. I think you have hit on something fairly significant here. I, for example went to a convent school, married early to someone not only vanilla but somewhat frightened of anything more than missionary sex. I never explored my own body and I was very much ashamed of those deep dark inner fantasies that made me orgasm. My orgasms were short, sweet but over in a few moments and they were never something I encountered with my partner because I couldn't actually let myself go enough during the sexual act to ever reach that point. Years on the scene has taught me to enjoy who I am and become relaxed about my body and my sexuality but it wasn't until I met my present partner that I started to truly relax and become ultimately free with myself. I can say and ask anything sexually and although I have been shouted down on here for suggesting I ask for new experiences, to me its the only way to enjoy and embrace every angle of what we are about. I smiled when I read what you wrote because it reminded me of when I was married and I hated sex and all that grunting coming from him in a darkened room and how I am now. Only last night I asked him to put a speculum inside me, shine a torch in it and show me my own cervix through a mirror and how excited and liberated I felt that we could do such things without shyness or embarrassment.
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