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MasterSeeker -> So confused (2/20/2009 5:11:24 PM)
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Hello all...
I was once here about 3 yrs ago... a slave to a wonderful man by the name of Amayos. Im sure some of you remember him. I went and left him for the normal life that I thought that I wanted. I went and dated this Jealous, want to be, dominant man.. all he was, was a fake... a man full of control issues but not let off in the ways I truely wanted. I didnt know what I wanted. I wanted that dominant relationship but then again I wanted it accepted. So, 2 yrs later we got married. Now its 7 months later and we are getting divorced. The fun jealousy, and control in the beginning got old because it wasnt true dominance, it was just his insecurities. The whole time through our relationship I would think back to Amayos and how I yearned for that dominance. So here I am, back to where I started when I was so curious about the whole S & M thing years ago. Single again, and seeking a Master. Please someone help me with what Im thinking... and please no negative responses.. I know I sound like a confused girl.
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