angelisotop
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Merry Meet,
My name is Angel - yes, that is my real legal name! I am a 34 yr old white BBW (Big Beautiful Woman) and I live on the Westside of Cleveland, OH. I’m 5’4, 200lbs, D size chest, with long (halfway down back) burgundy red hair, blue eyes and look younger than I am. My pussy is shaved. I have four labia lip piercings, two on each side. My left nipple has a bar, the other one rejected. My ears have been pierced, but were sensitive so they are now closed. I have no tattoos, but hope to get some someday when I figure out what I want and where. I am drug & disease free. I find myself bored most days as I don’t work, so I have plenty of time for BDSM play.
While I was raised Protestant, several years ago I read some literature on Wicca. Since I have issues with many people who call themselves Wiccan, as many (NOT ALL) tend to be very judgmental of newbie’s and those that aren’t part of some “special” “exclusive” training. I therefore consider myself a more neutral Neo-Pagan. I don’t care what religion someone else is though I do have a hard time comprehending Catholics and in general most Christian religions where they pick and choose what they believe/practice of the Bible. I try not to get into discussion with them as it’s always just, you have to just blindly and without question Believe!
Outside of BDSM, I do multi-media art including rubber stamping, collage, polymer clay, and beading/jewelry and silk painting. I collect fantasy/erotic art. My favorite artist are Rojo, Sorayama, Michael Parkes and Boris Vallejo. I also enjoy simulation/God games like The Sims, Spore, Civilization and Nintendo Ds nintendogs. I also like a few arcade games like Zuma, Bejeweled, and Fogger. I watch a lot of TV too, mostly drama and education stuff. My favorites shows are Heroes, Pych, Lost, Wife Swap and Survivor. I not into horror anything and slapstick/sitcom style comedy. I do like good sci-fi stuff as well like all Star Trek, Stargate, and the now extinct sliders and outer limits.
BDSM wise I am a switch, I don’t like to switch with the same person and while I am Domme and even a Pro Domme sometimes, right now I am more into being bottom and sort of topping from the bottom at bit. I like to write. I love to write out scenes where I bottom and then enact them. Beyond this, I have written both fiction as well as true stories of my past. I also love to read erotic/BDSM stories. I read everything I can find. My favorites are the Beauty Books by Anne Rice and Marketplace Series. Exit to Eden was pretty good. I have always wanted to read the rest of the Gor books, I only got through six, as it was all the library had and I can’t afford to buy the rest of them. I never cared much for The Story of O as she had no will or personality beyond her Master, I found the popular 9 ½ weeks equally dull.
I have been into BDSM actively for over 15 years. However, I have been interested since as far back as I remember. I also have a regular Master of over 6 years, though I am bottoming (instead of subbing) to a few different Tops. I even remember being fascinated with spanking/paddling scenes from Tom & Jerry and the Flintstones’s have been married for 11+ years and we have an open BDSM marriage. He is a Dom only who sees a few different women. After years of searching for a place to play, my husband and I finally own a large dungeon 1000+ sq. ft. with dungeon lots of furniture including a spanking bench, GYN table & stretching rack. I love playing both privately and with my Master at parties.
I used to be a huge masochist sub. Unfortunately, due to illness, my pain tolerance has decreased, but I am working on getting back my need/ability to take pain again. My interests include corporal/impact play with hands, paddles/spatula, floggers and canes mostly. I dislike hairbrushes and can’t even understand why a slipper would be erotic. I also have done strapping, but have never found it as erotic in real-life as in fantasy. I also sometimes enjoy having clothespins used on my labia and clit as well. While, I have done wax play, but I’m overall just not the into it.
I also have a love/hate relationship with enemas. In my mind and in fantasy they are intensely erotic. I must have cum a thousand times thinking about being blindfolded and gagged (open mouth style) unable to speak. My arms would be strapped down and legs would be spread and tied, leaving my freshly paddled ass ready to receive the balloon nozzle. Even my collar would be attached to the torso support and the support itself slanted down so the water could more completely fill me. While I desperately WANT and have tried to be able to hold one in without help, my only salvation/curse is the double balloon nozzle in tightly, painfully filling me before even a drop of water has entered me. Sadly once it starts, the pain/cramping overwhelm me. I struggle against it, moan loudly and sometimes beg for it to end. Yet, once it’s over, I want it again. I like general anal play (butt plug or electric butt plug) too.
As described above I love blindfolds as I am very distracted by being able to see. I like bondage sometimes, though I am fully capable of keeping myself still during impact play.
Sometimes I dream of “forced exercise” sessions too, as I never have to self-disciple to exercise on my own even though my basement is filled with expensive exercise equipment such as a multi-exercise strength training machine, professional Pilates reformer, treadclimber, and step machine. I even have a tube sauna, yoga room and separate cardio/strength room as well as a mini trampoline in the dungeon because the building has higher ceilings.
Despite my desire for pain, anything vanilla is of no interest outside of mental fantasy. My hard limits are nipple play and any type of penetration other than a butt plug. I am not into and will not serve anyone orally or allow any penetration of a body part, even condom covered. Sexually, the only thing I really like or allow someone to do is stimulation of my clit through finger manipulation. The only time ever cum is when I stimulate myself with a vibrator and/or butt plug.
Namaste (The light within me salutes the light within you)
Angel
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