frightenedbunny
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Joined: 3/10/2009
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I am very submissive to my fabulous Master, whom I adore. It was on his order that I joined this website and it will be on his orders that I post.
I have been under the control of my Master for four months now, but I have known him for about twelve years. When we first met we had a very intimate and important sexual encounter. Since then we have met a few times - each time having a rather special experience, in which we began to realise our very compatible dominant and submissive natures. However, our circumstances were never such that we were free to be together. We kept in touch sporadically and then, after a few months of more frequent e-mails, he suddenly asked if I would commit to having a cyber-relationship with him. I agreed. I liked that he was so forthright about his desires.
He lives with a partner, and they have a vanilla relationship. My other relationships are complicated - very complicated. Unfortunately, my Master and I are usually physically very far apart. We have only met once for a physical encounter whilst he has been my Master. I hope we will again soon.
Most of our relationship, therefore, takes place online. During our time together he has become more and more dominant. He controls when and often how I can masturbate, issues tasks, commands and punishments that I have to document and send to him. We IM and video chat. We play games for forfeits. He orders me to torture myself in his manner of choosing and then listens to my screams. He increasingly orders me to do more and more on video chat for him, and I am finding it very hard to obey.
I have had other relationships that involved submission, bondage and pain - but I realise now that I was always, "topping from the bottom" from necessity because my partners weren't dominant enough. My relationship with my Master is very different. I have found someone who really controls me. I have had one relationship where I was dominant. I was happy to participate and explore, but it didn't fulfill me. I am bisexual and have had a few relationships with women.
My profile name is close to the name of my vibrator, blue bunny - my Master's phallus in absentia - aka Mr Rabbit. It is also appropriate because I have a very large libedo and am very cute!
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