Alphascendant -> RE: Do subs like this?: A Song For My sub (3/22/2009 6:47:23 AM)
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ORIGINAL: YoursMistress Respectfully, I'd love to hear about the story that prompted this. [;)] yours The story that prompted this may be found in my post located at the end of the "Criminally Violent Sub" thread. This account/screenname was ironically opened a few hours before the last incident described in that final post. Ironic as well is that the thread reappeared after being dead nearly eight months. quote:
ORIGINAL: DesFIP Sorry, writing a song about how you screwed up wouldn't convince me to give you a second chance. Take ownership of the problem, figure out what and why you did what you did, and find a way to change it so you don't ever do it again. Knowing exactly when, where, and how I went wrong, there is absolutely, positively no chance of ever even coming close to being remotely tempted to make those mistakes again, which was close to being every relationship mistake possible, neatly wrapped in one unconvenient bundle. Regardless of who shoulders however much responsibility for the consequences, or who is more to blame for the overall account of what transpired, it was my initial moment of weakness that triggered this chain of events. For the first time in my life, the concept of being completely faithful in every way, and under any circumstance, with entirety of body and soul to a woman, until death do us part, has finally sunk into my stubborn brain. Somethings are often easier said than done, but the manner in which these events have unfolded are so nearly unpredictable and unbelievable that their shock value has stamped and imprinted the belief in my mind that to appease my strongest desire will require being devoted, taking my lumps, and being in the doghouse for another extended stay, while having no choice but to remain faithful. Someone recommended that my future should not be in writing music, but in writing movie scripts.... [image]http://www.collarchat.com/micons/m27.gif[/image] It is my hope that she will make the decision that our relationship is indeed worth rebuilding the trust necessary to sustain respect for each other and ourselves, and that genuinely the strongest intentions embedded in my heart are in the best interests of providing her the safety, security, affection, and companionship she wishes for, so that she may achieve the accomplishment of forgiveness for me so that I may once again hear the soothing sound of her voice. In no form have my expectations been that a song would mend her wounds. Nope, not even close. I have something much more magical in the making. Thank you for allowing me to share.
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