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classykindasassy -> RE: Display (1/29/2006 5:04:38 PM)
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I consider public play of any kind to be display, and I enjoy being on display in this way. I feed off the enjoyment others get. I t depends on the kind of play as to how I feel.
If I am being played for pain/intensity, I feel exposed and vulnerable and I feel my dom is as well, as his playing me is a performance. And, I feel, a great service to me, as I crave it.
If he does shibari on me, then I feel like a goddess. Whether tied on the floor in a hogtie, or being flown in suspension, I feel like a muse, and of course, the sensation of being supported and encased in the rope gets me high on a number of levels. I go into my own world, and all the goings on around me just recede into the background.
I can only speculate about what makes my Dom happy and pleased about playing me in public. I think my willing compliance and submission is pleasing to Him, the enjoyment of His handiwork is as well. He's said what he loves best is the look in my eyes when He is finished and taking care of me after.
Being naked in public is freedom for me. I may not have a "perfect" body, but if I feel ok about it, it's amazing how others admire my freedom as well. It does get easier.
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