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NastyAngel -> I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (1/31/2006 6:58:03 PM)

Forgive me if I am posting this in the wrong place. I am new to this forum. Anyway, this is my situation. I am involved with two Master's who are best friends and they share their slaves. In the short time I've known them, I've come to realize I am falling for my one Master and don't know what I'd do if I lost him.

I love them both but in different ways and I have fears they will no longer want me one day and when those feelings come over me, I can't even breathe. My one Master, whom I belong to more is the one I love and he knows this I think because we talk and I keep a diary that often expresses the deepest feelings within me.

Sometimes this scares him, he tells me but he also cares for me and even if it's not the same way I love him, I know he loves me. He has more than me for a slave but we talk all the time and everyday and I know fate has brought us together.

I feel this is meant to be and know I can be the best for him. He says he is making his decision soon on whether to continue this and it positively scares me to death if he should decide this isn't working but also assures me that so far it is working.

My Master is also diabetic and I just learned had a mild seizure but refused to go to the hospital and I'm worried but someone is there with him and he's asleep. He's so far away and it scares me because I can't be there to take care of him.

I've never wanted something so much in my life and if I lost him, I'd die inside because of how deeply I care for him. I'm ready to go to him and I think he is thinking about bringing me to him. He said he will let me know when that time comes and in the meantime, I hang in limbo, scared and excited about what his decision will be.

I care a lot for my other Master too and know I will be happy with them both. The Master I love is jealous and possessive but shares me with his friend because they are like brothers and trust each other completely.

I also have another Master that seeks to steal me from my current Master and he is a Cruel Master and also a Gorean Master. He likes pain sluts and he wishes to have me for his own and promises me the daily kiss of his whip and is fond of blood play and he likes to lick the blood of a well marked slave. I do not want this Master but he continues to try and contact me and lure me away but he is not going to get me because I love the Master I have.

Right now, my Master's health is more important and I hope he will be okay. Is it common for diabetics to have seizures? This scares me. Thanks.



LuckyAlbatross -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (1/31/2006 7:05:33 PM)

OK talk about your drama- lots of fear and stuff.

FIrst and foremost- this dude trying to "steal" you away. Why is he even in this post? Unless you secretly really want to be seduced, this guy should be nothing but an extra slot in your trashcan. And if you DO secretly enjoy the seduction, you've got worlds of issues beyond what a cyberpost can help with.

As far as the love/not love stuff- I wonder why you are all so scared, there's lots of pasthurt and scars going on here. But as long as you are all continuing to be honest and truly working together, then time and experience will show and teach you all how you can be together. Your fears should fade.

The seizure stuff and not going to the hospital is just stupid. Yes, it can happen to diabetics, it can also happen to healthy 4 year olds. Whatever it is, it needs to be checked out and treated. The fact that he didn't shows a complete lack of responsibility. Nothing to do with love and caring, just flat out mature responsibility stuff.



MistressAlexaS -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (1/31/2006 7:49:33 PM)

First of all tell the Gorean/Blood licking vampire Master or whatever he is to f**k off your taken. Slap him on ignore, block him from your email, don't take his calls whatever you gotta do to get this chump to head on down the road.

Now I have diabetes and I can tell you if you watch what you eat, check your glucose levels frequently during the day, take your meds and exercise you ususally don't have a problem. BUT as with any medical condition things CAN happen. I also hope he takes this into consideration when you both are playing as in having another person there or if you two are alone, using restraints that you can get out of should he pass out. Its not only for your safety but his life MAYBE at stake. He should talk to you about what to do should he have a high or low blood sugar episode.

Encourage him to go to his doctor and have himself checked out and if he won't go, tell him you feel its unsafe to play with him. If he isnt taking care of himself and his condition what makes you think he will take care of you?

~Alexa



MHOO314 -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (1/31/2006 9:06:05 PM)


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ORIGINAL: MistressAlexaS

First of all tell the Gorean/Blood licking vampire Master or whatever he is to f**k off your taken. Slap him on ignore, block him from your email, don't take his calls whatever you gotta do to get this chump to head on down the road.

~Alexa


Alexa, you must learn to be more direct.

NastyAngel--follow your heart--use your head-- you have the answer.



Heinz -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 2:21:28 AM)

Being a diabetic is no problem, WHEN you take care foor yourself !!!!!!
So take care for your Master so He is living healthy!!!

A Master who want to steel you in the time you are owned is NOT a REAL Master.

Heinz



RavenMuse -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 2:46:24 AM)

OK firstly the one who is trying to 'steal' you. He knows you're taken and one assumes he knows you have no wish to BE stolen (If you have any doubt about this then make sure you tell him in no uncertain terms... prefferably just before the words "NEVER contact me again"). I don't much care if he calls himself a Master, a Dom, A Gorean or a friggin martian his actions show him to be more likely to be a grade 'a' jerk unless you have led him to believe you want to be stolen! Tell him to get lost you have more important things to attend to, if he mails you, simply delete them unread.

As for your true master and his health problems I can add nothing more than what has already been said on the posts above this one.



NastyAngel -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 2:50:19 AM)

My other Master says that he is better and sleeping soundly. Apparantly he's had seizures a lot, not like everyday but off and on for several years but have never been violent and never lasts long. He first had one when he was 8 and it was determined to be a part of his diabetes.

He is doing better. I didn't talk to him but my other Master says he will be fine. I will most likely talk to him tomorrow when he's had rest. I hope so cause I worry.

As for that other Master, at one time BEFORE I met my current Master I had expressed to him, interest in having him play with me but in no way was I committing to him and again, this was before I met current Master/s. Anyway, he seems to think he is better than my Master and constantly tells me that a real man awaits when I tire of my Master and he contacts me e mail, alt.com and IMs. He somehow finds me and I ignore him but he pursues me even though I tell him I am not interested.

I stopped having interest when I learned of his methods and decided that was not for me. Still, he finds it a challenge to try and lure me away and THINKS he can be a better Master. I do not think so. He hides behind a fake profile but I know who he is and have confronted him on it and he confessed and now that I know, he pursues me.

I've met him in person but not for meeting purposes. He is a musician and I have seen his band in person, that is how I know of him but did not at the time, know he was a Master, that came later. Anyway, he does not matter to me because I love the Master/s I have now and this Gorean Master will just have to get the hint. Master is upset because of this and they have been feuding for years. Master wants to collar me officially so he cannot get his hands on me. hehe.

I love my Master/s and tonight my one Master asked me if I would marry them in a Wiccan tradition. hehe. I will have to look that one up, since Iam not familiar. He explained it but I will look it up. It sounds interesting and he told me what they did for it and I am all for it. hehe. Thanks for the advice and I will let you know what happens.



Noirsub -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 3:52:41 AM)

I hate to go biblical, but there's a passage there that says you can't serve 'two Masters.' As a submissive, I would think that your time and efforts can be better spent serving just one Master.

I know too well how hard it is to serve one Master who is away, or busy or has a number of things that occupy his time. I've struggled with meeting another Dom. But my true service is to him. I would attempt to serve two different Masters.



mons -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 4:10:59 AM)

he needs if not all ready to be seen at a hostipal. yes it is but it is rare. do you knowif he takes any medicines for this? it is important that he realize he has a major problem. try your best to make him go ask you ohter master if he can talk with him, men even master or gorean master men in general do not like to go to seek medical help his sugar may be high or it maybe low a doctor can only test to see what is wrong do not worry yourself sick sweeite i understand my father had that it can be control very well. now as for the love ido hope he picks you. now the groean master wow blood .that one is not for you i didnot know they went so far with the the pain. now no one can steal you away he can not just walk up and take you that is against the law and i am sure you master will not let someone so cruel and knowing you as he does and your major dislike of that type of pain i am sure will not let him get you, i understand you fear of this. have you spoken to your master about his behavoir to you? if you have not do it soon like after you read the replies you will get from here. it is important that you stand up to him let him know this is not nor will it ever happen with him. goodluck dear and take care alos never be along with that one who is alittel bit too much
[:D]




lucky albatross

ithought you were hard on her that is like saying a woman who was attacked enjoyed it i do think you were to hard she sound distress and very upset she is in a placement of being a slave i do not know how long she has been one but it can make the difference of why she is scare out ofher mind i do not think that she wants to be seduce by blood licking master, i may be wrong i do not know this woman i have not read her profile i believe someone until i find out other wise, i read many of the post and your too i never seen you so sure on why she wants this![;)] she is want another as you said in her "trashcan" that is a very different kind of statement i say give her advice and wish her well not trash her whether that master is gorean or not this should not be taken against her becase she said this. this is an open forum for help and many need advice on so many thing we do want them to come back she really thinks this man can get to her

now angel write again [;)]
mons



ayasha -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 4:34:01 AM)

you say you have two Masters. you say this repeatedly. you also say that you are not officially collared by either of them. You say that the two Masters share you because they are friends, you say that one of the Masters is trying to steal you away from the other, then you tell us that the two Masters have been feuding for years.

you tell us that you don't want the 'other' Master as He is a Cruel Master. You say that you do not want anything more to do with Him, and have ignored Him and told Him you are not interested. Then you tell us that the Cruel Master wants Himself, your other Master, and you married in a Wiccan tradition and that you are all for it.

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If you are not officially collared by either of these men, why do you call them both Master? If you do not want to be with the one you call the Cruel Master, why in the heck would you consider marrying Him in a wiccan ceremony?

It sounds as if you need to step back and assess your situation. Decide what you want to fulfill your needs. Can either of these men do that? If not, then you need to keep looking. Do you want real time, live-in 24/7? or are you satisfied with long distance? It doesn't sound as if your needs are being met - you need to make sure that you are happy, that you have what you need. It is your responsibility to make sure that this happens - if you can not take care of yourself, you can not take care of a Master.

good luck to you!!!!!



RavenMuse -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 5:06:58 AM)

Unless I am reading it very wrong, she is talking about three seperate men.

The one she considers her true master, the one with the health problems
His best friend whom she seems happy to submit to but is not in love with

And a Jackass she met prior who has contacted her a number of times dispite saying no to him.



Sensualips -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 6:07:19 AM)

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you were hard on her that is like saying a woman who was attacked enjoyed it i do think you were to hard she sound distress and very upset


A person can be genuinely distressed and upset by a situation and yet still encourage it, overtly or inadvertently. This woman has not been "attacked." Instead she claims a cruel master is attempting to lure her away, which really serves no purpose except to tell us all how desired she is by so many. It has nothing to do with the issue regarding two masters or the health issue. This would indicate she simply likes the impression that gives to us and the subsequent attention. It is not a leap to assume that a part of her enjoys this man's attempts, as it would be fairly easy to tell him no and not respond.

As for the rest, I am too confused to really respond. I can't tell which of the two good-and-friendly masters asked her to marry him in a Wiccan ceremony. Was it the diabetic master she loves even though he is jealous and possessive? Or his best friend like-a-brother master that she also loves but not as much? Either way, it seems like a poor idea until she gets her head straight.




LuckyAlbatross -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 7:28:47 AM)


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ORIGINAL: Sensualips
As for the rest, I am too confused to really respond. I can't tell which of the two good-and-friendly masters asked her to marry him in a Wiccan ceremony. Was it the diabetic master she loves even though he is jealous and possessive? Or his best friend like-a-brother master that she also loves but not as much? Either way, it seems like a poor idea until she gets her head straight.

Agreed. Doesn't sound like any of these situations are really bringing her stability and security and none of them are working towards it...instead just running around playing girl-tag.



IrishMist -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 10:52:26 AM)

I am going with LA on this first one...this guy who you say is trying to steal you...honey...you are 40 years old...you can't tell me you got to that age/stage in life and never learned how to tell someone to go fuck off.

Yes diabetics can have seizures. His refusal to go the hospital was really a poor choice on his part. Refusal to look after one's self is something that I would be looking at very closely.

As for the love part...sure...happens all the time...just remember to keep being honest with each other.



NastyAngel -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 11:10:28 AM)

I have told this other Master to fuck off but he doesn't take no for an answser. lol Anyway, normally my Master does look after himself and takes care of his diabetes but other Master says that he's been off a few days and it's a sign that a seizure is coming.

Normally he takes care of himself and gives himself insulin like clockwork but when he starts to be off, he gets forgetful. I guess his refusal to go to the hospital is just his way of saying I know what's wrong so I don't need to go even if I think he does. Maybe his sugar level is high and his insulin levels are so off he needs new medications. I will try to get him to see a doctor.

If I were with him, I'd drag him there but I will have to leave it up to his friend. Other Master has gone back to California today and Master is with another friend, at least I hope. Technically I am collared to Master online and we're just waiting to make it in real time. This online stuff is new to him and he wants to make sure this is what we both want and I think he is telling me it is and will give me his decision verrrrrrry soon as he said. hehe.

The one I love is the one I want yes and I belong to him but in a sense his other friend, the other Master, I belong to him too. I get confused. The one I love is the one I will serve but he will just share me with his friend. I hope this makes sense. lol

As for the Wiccan thing, it's just something other Master brought up and has been thinking about. He wants to get me a collar that blinks, he loves this one he found and is going to buy it for my Master, Master 1.

If one cannot serve two Masters, why is it a slave can serve a Master and a Mistress? I guess it's a matter of ummm equality or whatever but I see no difference, except they are both male. lol Two Masters is new to me but I love only one and the other knows this and I belong to the one I love mainly. I think that's all. hehe



LuckyAlbatross -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 11:30:40 AM)


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ORIGINAL: NastyAngel
If one cannot serve two Masters, why is it a slave can serve a Master and a Mistress? I guess it's a matter of ummm equality or whatever but I see no difference, except they are both male. lol Two Masters is new to me but I love only one and the other knows this and I belong to the one I love mainly. I think that's all. hehe

No one here has brought up any reason you can't have two masters- after all the very subject of this post states that you have two masters.

I think you're enjoying the drama and games. A man who knows somethings going wrong and not taking steps to take care of it. A man who you love but it's only online so far. And a man who somehow "can't take no" and who you keep bringing up who wants to steal you away.

I don't see any evidence of actual mature responsible adult behavior here. If you actually want answers and changes towards stability, you have to want to stop playing the games.



Arpig -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 12:39:30 PM)

Note to "master" trying to steal nastyAngel......get fucked!! va fanculo!! va t'en foutre!!! Daio lei lo dao chao si fat hai min!!!

I also question the feasibility of serving two masters, but if it works, go for it.

As for the health issues, i don't know much about diabetes, but as a general rule...a sickly Dom isn't much use to himself or his subs...he owes it to both of you to be more careful about his health.



IrishMist -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 12:54:20 PM)

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I have told this other Master to fuck off but he doesn't take no for an answser.


Well then...seems to me...that since you have another Master...it's time for him to step up and take care of his property.

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Normally he takes care of himself and gives himself insulin like clockwork but when he starts to be off, he gets forgetful. I guess his refusal to go to the hospital is just his way of saying I know what's wrong so I don't need to go even if I think he does. Maybe his sugar level is high and his insulin levels are so off he needs new medications. I will try to get him to see a doctor.


Sorry, but that is pure stupidity. Since when is he able to designate himself a doctor?

No one ever said that you could not serve 2 masters.

/blinks and shakes her head

this poor girl is going around in circles, I can't even keep track



Mercnbeth -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 1:09:01 PM)

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If one cannot serve two Masters, why is it a slave can serve a Master and a Mistress? I guess it's a matter of ummm equality or whatever but I see no difference, except they are both male. lol


this slave believes it is more a matter of how you personally define the words "serve", "Master" and "slave", among other descriptive words in your postings. your definitions might work for you, but you might have a hard time communicating with others about the same concepts.

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I think you're enjoying the drama and games...orig: LuckyAlbatross


this slave seconds that notion



NastyAngel -> RE: I have 2 Masters/In love with one and another wants me (2/1/2006 1:19:10 PM)

LMAO, I like that. I will have to tell him that. Anyway, this is new to me but exciting at the same time. I want to please them both and can't wait to make this a real life thing. I'm not playing a game as some have said, I know what I want and know what I'm after and am just patiently waiting to make it happen.

The thing I feel weird about is if like Master turns me down, it will prompt this other Master to pursue me more. Back when I talked to him before meeting my Master, I'd written this story. I write fiction as a hobby and I wrote this story for this other Master and he is like taking this seriously and wants this story a reality in the sense of what happens in it, such as a whipping that I described. Long story but ever since this story, it feels like he's been after me in the sense that he wants to draw my blood at the kiss of the whip which is also the title of my story.

Anyway, he is very into blood play and says he practically salivates at the thought of having me on a cross and using his bullwhip. The only whip I want to touch me is Master/s whip and he has one he's saving for me. hehe. He sent me a pic of it and it's like WOW!

As for Master's Diabetes, I hope he will take care of himself and once I am with him, I plan to learn how to take care of him and make sure he eats healthy and sees a doctor regularly. I plan to take very good care of him.

He normally is very good about his health and works out daily, lifts weights and everything but I think he gets frustrated and it's hard for him sometimes to deal with it. He also has another way to work out and this will involve me when I see him. hehe. Not sexually, well that's one way but he has another.

Anyway, I am anxiously awaiting his arrival online so I can find out how he is. As for this other Gorean Master, he actually will call Master sometimes and tell him he's watching me outside my house and is waiting to take me. Oh brother. He likes to BS and try and scare people BUT he's been known to lure a girl out and take them and take them to his lair of love as he likes to call it.

He finds me a challenge and told me that someday I'd be his. Yeah sure. I know what I want and it's not the Gorean Master. I love my Master/s and look forward to when I may serve them in person.


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ORIGINAL: Arpig

Note to "master" trying to steal nastyAngel......get fucked!! va fanculo!! va t'en foutre!!! Daio lei lo dao chao si fat hai min!!!

I also question the feasibility of serving two masters, but if it works, go for it.

As for the health issues, i don't know much about diabetes, but as a general rule...a sickly Dom isn't much use to himself or his subs...he owes it to both of you to be more careful about his health.




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