rdy2plz247
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addmittedly new, with self reassurance and a sence of belonging <altho i havent done anything but a rushed post and a few emails> growing by the minute, the more i read, the more i know that ive found a key part of my being that ive let society in general "deny" me the chance to explore and grow. i do claim full responsibility however, considering we are who we are and theres nothing but me keeping me from being me. well, no more. the lightbulbs going off, past relationships or more to the point the underlying reason for almost all of them, and thats nothing compared to the physical tells. im talking about heart racing, kinda nervous, excited, i dont know how to explain it, almost relief? well if your still reading, greetings. if you care for more insight into the grey squishy stuff between my ears that is me ill share a dream i had a few days ago, the first in over a year that i consciously remember at that, lets see if i can make yer squishy grey stuff tingle as mine did.......
Lady seemed aweful preoccupied this morning. had i done something wrong? was she changing her mind? maybe i wasnt ready after all. not only does that mean more training, not that i minded, altho some of Lady's punishments could be severe, and some things can only be done one way so there are a few things that i know would were difficult enough and boy do i remember the punishment, but the fact that i let her down would be worse than any punishment she could think of. all i could do was wait and hope for the chance to please her as she deserves.
i hear her car pull up the drive and i assume my position kneeling at the right of her chair, her favorite drink, the days mail, and phone messages on the table on the left. a quick glance making sure everything was in its place knowing that it was too late to fix anything and getting caught out of position would be much worse. i hear the door open and close as i await her usual afternoon inspection. today is different, she doesnt come in. instead i hear her talking, now scolding someone. who could it be? my replacement? it was possible. i waited for what seemed to be an eternity. finally Lady entered and i performed my normal routine, feeling her out for any dissapproval of me and not finding any. now im confused, relieved but confused. she must have seen something in my face because she told me that under no circumstances was i to open the spare bedroom. i obediantly agreed and the night went on as usual. the next day went the same, albeit the time she spent in the spare bedroom. this changed on the 7th day.
my curiousity getting the best of me, i was walking by the room and the door wasnt quite shut and i stole a glance inside. on the bed was an woman, both ankles and wrists bound, tied together and fastened behind her head, clamps on each nipple and connected by small chains to clamps on her vulva and Lady placing well aimed flicks of her crop in the most sensitive areas. in fear of being discovered i moved along and avoided the doorway the rest of the afternoon. that evening Lady told me about the woman in the guest room.
she had been Dom, 2nd in charge, with 5 Doms and their subs to use as she pleased. it seems she mistakenly made her Lady's niece a slave for 2 weeks while she was away on business. the former dom was given to my Lady for training, to later be returned as her previous Lady's slave, which would mean being used as a practice tool for any acts Lady deemed too extreme for their normal subs or anything they wanted to experiment with on their own. afterwards she told me to get ready for bed and get some sleep because i was going to need it for my punishment. she had seen me at the doorway..........
ok if any are still reading, want to know what happens next, suggestions, complaints, questions whatever lemme know
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