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willing2serve -> RE: Toy Bag Dusty (2/13/2006 9:43:05 PM)
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suddenly one person doesn't want to
I dont know if "suddenly" is a keyword....but this was a progression of dust on the toy bag...not all of a sudden....
In the beginning, much play, less service because that was what I was use to...and with that point being made, Master slowly let me get use to the "rules of submission" for lack of a better term.
He surrounded me with a HUGE circle...I got away with murder in the beginning..lol....I cant believe now some of the stunts i pulled. Then as I relenquished more and more control willingly, the circle got smaller and i was finding my slave's heart.
You have to remember...I was more of a bottom and SAM for over five years before i met my Master.
So, it was more of a progression of more service, more intimacy, more affection, much more of many things..and less play....not all of a sudden cold turkey.
Again, its not our desire that has stopped for play (even though i probably desire it more)...Just as W/we have grown together we've added other things to O/our circle as well.
We've allowed the "busy-ness" in our lives control more of the play, which we are working on. But on the other hand, there's other things that's been added that is so rewarding.
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