this isn't a dream, is it?

i have been visiting this room for awhile and though i find things very interesting, until yesterday i didn't know i would find the most interesting, intelligent, truly honest Real Man in the Collar Me Room. after just talking/chatting w/ Him yesterday for a couple hours, He has made me realize and accept that i can be nothing but an emasculated man. i have such small balls and tiny sissyclitty that Peter has told me that i should be castrated and if He has the say, i am to keep my entire body free of any body hair/ thru shaving, waxing, delipatory lotions, electroylisis and/or laser hair removal. my eyebrows are plucked into thin arches, my fingernails and toenails have grown quite long and always kept polished a deep fire engine Red, my toenails are on display in the very feminine sandals i must always wear. also i am to always wear panties. after years of searching, i have been lead to the life i know i am almost destined to live........................not life as a crossdresser but as wyn, an emasculated male serving a Dominant Superior Real Man.