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RE: Today a sub enlightens - 6/16/2009 1:03:29 AM

KateyCaine

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ORIGINAL: MistressLavinia

I received a wonderful letter today from submissive sugarmummy who told me how wonderful his Master was in making him a better person. And so I wonder, how many have been made better, and are their bad experiences where you no longer trust or have been let down? I believe in the build-up, but let the consensus rule

Has your Master or Mistress made you a more confident or more aware person? Have they helped you succeed in something you never thought you would or could?

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"'Come to the edge', he said.
They said, 'We are afraid'.
'Come to the edge', he said.
They came.
He pushed them...
And they flew." - Guillaume Apollinaire

Yes, Before i met Master Charles, i was terrified to open up about my tendencies, fantasies and longings. i was scared to love someone in that way. Because of a bad experience in 1998,-1999, i actually thought that BDSM relationships or interaction meant absence of emotion or caring and that i was unlovable to a degree because i am a true slave/submissive. He has opened my heart so much and shown me how to to trust without fear of rejection, how to love in that way and be loved; When it came to self-confidence and even touching on the subject of D/s relationships, i had been so hurt, i put up an a very hard, cold exterior with people to ensure that my heart was protected, and as a result i shut people out.

He has given me so much confidence and love and listens to my feelings or any insecurities or fears that i may have, reminds me daily of His love. i have never felt this secure, accepted totally or cared for as do with Him. This has made me more confident in conveying my feelings and desires to others, i am more direct now, no so afraid of upsetting people and being rejected. i have my worth reinforced and affirmed every day by His love, patience and guidance.

k.

< Message edited by KateyCaine -- 6/16/2009 1:07:17 AM >

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Proud to be owned and cherished by Master Charles (Gauge)

i wear His collar on my heart; and wherever i am, i know He is with me.

His love and my devotion and service to Him are stronger than leather or steel.

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RE: Today a sub enlightens - 6/16/2009 6:38:33 PM

MistressLavinia

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I enjoyed each story and how proud you must be of your Masters and Mistresses how beautiful how you praise them, and the ones who didnt bring you to the higher level, it seems you quickly learned, and that is a beautiful thing as well. I love the forums for the good posts and the bad posts as well, they show us all the way.

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“Nothing is so strong as gentleness, nothing so gentle as real strength” -
St. Francis de Sales

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