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jamesthehumanrug -> RE: Pimp online (2/12/2006 4:50:05 PM)
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dar s livey
of course the top can expect you to go with whoever and act in a pleasing manner as is the usual expectaion,the degree is the difference and sometimes it takes special orders, but for me its understood;see the story of o ?;you never know who is really equal to being your top; all you have is consent in the end...
it's expected anyway ,or you must be chopped liver ,to someone else ,if thats not expected ,or considered as part of your role.
i find it difficult ,especilly when im so inclined to become attached ,and thats a status i should be expected to sacrifice ,as a slave ,not stand in the way of their true love, or bussiness relationships, or whoever; all others must come first ,to secure your solid place a slave, and no other can take your place, as bottom of bottoms,#1., but ,if i don't know my obligations; it gets to me ,and i hate it, cause it should'nt...you really don't have a body preference ;you are a slave;lucky to be considered at that intimate level for any and all you wish to serve;
if my feelings get in the way;and feel hurt;just by me being sold to another ,or dismissed or shared;given away for anothers domination;then i know (so does everyone else taking notes,or that you end up serving know)i'm out of my place or role ,otherwise ,and, that ruins my perfect slave image and, especially my real slave presentation.
trust me, if it happens a lot, to whatever degree; you should be flattered and good enuff to flatter your owner, to own such a slave ;a real present to all ,but, if it happens a lot; you wont like it much inside;cause somehow;it's like dying;you die alone ;no matter what;
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