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ORIGINAL: Audaciter

I started off in D/s relationships as a Dom, and i am comfortable in that role...But about six months ago I decided to experiment and try subbing...I was bored and wanted something new...It was amazing...I have never been so euphoric in my life. I enjoy Being Dom, and it comes naturally to me, but I have craved that feeling of helplessness since then...my problem is, I don't seem to have the makeup for it. I end up topping from the bottom. I cant give up that control...lol it's frustrating, because I can only get that feeling of euphoria by submitting completely...im always so close to getting to that space...but i fall just short...Part of me thinks I haven't found the right Dominant yet...I'm almost to the point of giving up and switching back to being Dom, but i wanted to get some new feedback first. I am curious if anyone else has had similar problems, and if so how have you adapted?