lovingpet -> Comfy, Calm, and Can't Wait (7/24/2009 8:18:28 AM)
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Okay, so I have a lot of mental energy to expend at the moment so I don't have to expend it worrying over something else. Anyway..... This is how I feel right now about my visit with my partner over the weekend. I don't know that I can say I have ever felt this way about a visit, play date, etc ever. It's like I am soon going to be right where I want to be. Things have turned up many notches in intensity since last time we visited and I somehow think I should be absolutely paniced by what it will all mean. The good news is I simply don't feel that way. I am very peaceful about it, long for things to move forward, and am not interested in going backwards. I'm not even sure I have a question. I just wonder what this is. What kind of a place is this that I have arrived? I like it. I just don't know what I think about it. lovingpet
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