Slipstreme -> RE: Favorite Forms of...... (2/22/2006 11:18:31 AM)
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On the recieving, most definately flogging. Although, aside from the fact the person topping me feels like they are in control of the situation, I don't feel anything submissive about it. It is an activity we mutually enjoy. But definately, feeling myself being pushed towards the end, the point where the pain is becoming pain, where the intensity is intense. The endorphins hit and rock me a while, and then it is back, reaching the threshold and I begin to peak. A few more sessions and I can see myself get to the point I won't merely peak, but also cum under the whip, and this has so far been all back work. No where near my genetals. Topping in general, as sadistic as I am masochistic I love it. When I slip into Domspace. The world dissolves and it becomes them and me, nothing more. What is going on encompasses us. I no longer care if sound travels too far and reaches skeptical neighbors, no longer care if there is music drifting in from the background. It all dissolves away and time feels frozen, cares washed away. If we are playing with striking implements, I've noticed my aim become flat near impeccable. I am in control of what they are feeling. The rush is overwhelming. The best I think, is leaving them in subspace, content to ride out the endorphin wave I put them in. If I have to redirect my energy after, I do so on inanimate objects, or sketch furiously in my sketchbook, ever wary and near enough, to make sure my bottom is doing ok. Depending on who it is, there is massive amounts of cuddling after. I have found though that my desire to be sadistic has been getting stronger, especially in Domspace and have found myself having to keep it under check, especially because one of my play partners doesn't care much for pain.
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