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Thank you Vanity and Lily, your responses have provoked a bit more insight, unfortunately for those who wish to suffer reading such.
First of all, the remark about the internet bill was was not how the specific determination was made, it was comparing those who pay for the pursuit of sex in a certain manner to those that pay for the pursuit of sex in a different manner, and you are correct, they are judged differently in a court of law. No, I have not ever dated a dude and do not plan on doing so. I have not heard many men complain about my manner of survival. Maybe I just haven't dated the right woman, if there is such a person, who can accept my manner, instead of somehow trying to improve me to her specifications. I suppose I haven't heard a lot of bitchy men because that demeanor pushes me in the other direction, although I do have a very old friend that does bitch a lot, and what do us men say he sounds like? Maybe the appropriate word is whine.
Whine, whine, whine. This has been a very eventful evening. I have been accused of certain actions, but those accusations are twisted with lies while omitting certain important details from the actual chain of events, all the while claiming "poor innocent me."
If I fell in love with a escort who made it very clear what she did for a living, I would have no complaints. The defintions of whore and escort are unidentical. Note that the term "whore" was indeed missing from my original post. But for someone to state that they were no longer involved in that business and had grown far beyond doing that as well as other types of behavior not widely accepted by the masses, only to discover them bragging about how much fun it was and still is was rather unnerving. Much of my respect for her was built around her lies, and no, this is not the woman of 4 1/2 years, she was not an escort. She spent a lot of money on traveling and she liked having me with her. Actually, I did not learn of her finances for quite some time, that did not interest me, as I did my best to spend my own money to entertain her, even feeling a bit insecure for not being able to continue that pace. I am old fashioned in that aspect, enjoying being able to show my woman a good time. I did indeed save her several thousands of dollars by maintaining and remodeling several of her rental and retail properties and came up with a few thousand dollars when she got caught on some taxes. Only when sensing that it was coming to an end did I begin to keep track of my time. After working over 350 nhours in a month trying to get a new retail space ready, and then hearing "What have you done for me lately?" when all I wanted was a few moments to work on my bike, did I realize it was finished. As it turned out, she was used to paying her lover's expenses, and she enjoyed the power over them as they all seemed to crawl back to her when they needed money.
What about children? I wonder how many escorts or former escorts would want their children following the same path? Of course there will be the Jerry Springer side shows of mother-daughter tag teams, but I doubt they are the majority. No matter what type of behavior, most can be forgiven or accepted, but lies only can go so far until somebody feels deeply betrayed, and after such betrayals, especially while on a continuing basis, it becomes much more difficult to trust anybody, even as far as having me wonder how my mother pulled our family through such tough times.
So, say I publish this children's book and it makes a lot of money as it inspires children to think for themselves. If somebody comes along with a bunch of dirt on me, does that negate from the accomplishment? Yes, there is someone out there that will spread dirt on me because she has been doing it from day one and boo hoos when the tables are turned. I swore I'd not ever turn my back on her, now I know why. I have made some bad decisions, but I am not a trained specialist, expert in the field of mental illness, and when confronted with certain difficult situations I simply did what those situations called for to the best of my ability at those specific times.
So if I am indeed such a rotten person, do I say fuck the children's book, not wanting any child that has been inspired to creative thinking by the said publication to someday be exposed to the wrong I have done because somebody else has an axe to grind? No, the books will be published, with a c.d. narrating the song and any money collected will be on a donation basis only to cover more printings and distribution. I am not about money, but it's either live in this society, or move back out to the woods and not be heard from again and no more children's songs. I have some very obscene and vulgar songs as well. I think I'll post one over in creative writings.
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