stephykate
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I have been on these boards from time to time and I just wanted to share with everyone about my life as a sissy toddler, and get other’s thoughts on this fetish.
I love being a sissy toddler because this age provides the best of both worlds. I’m still in diapers (although sometimes training pants) but I am also able to walk and talk. What I really crave about this is being humiliated for being an adult male who’s dressed as a sissy, little girl. To this end, I have an extensive wardrobe, that just grows and grows.
There is always discussion among adult babies over cloth vs. disposable diapers. While I think disposables have their place, I love my cloth diapers with plastic pants. I think it’s especially fun to have plastic pants with sissy or girlie prints on them. Sometimes I’m double diapered underneath my shorts and plastic pants when I go out to run an errand. And for people who are interested – they know.
I’ve also had a number of humiliating t-shirts. The first one, I had made at a shopping mall – and reads “Diapered Sissy” when I had it made, the woman who made it asked me if I wanted to wear it out of the mall (I declined). I’ve since had t-shirts made that have phrases like “Diaper Girl”, “Diaper Sissy” and “Princess Potty Pants” (with a crown in the back ground). It’s embarrassing just to think of being seen in them.
I have two very cute girlish dresses and a cute jumper dress. The first true adult baby dress I ever got was this past winter. It is a light blue dress with a cute print on it that isn’t quite long enough to even cover my diapers. The skirt is very full it has a peter pan collar and nice puffy sleeves. The second dress is very babyish. It’s made of eyelet cotton with a very high waist and again, the hem is short enough that my diapers are obvious (in case an adult in a baby dress wasn’t humiliating enough already!).
My favorite items are the baby paraphernalia. Especially plastic baby bibs. I’m always keeping my eyes open for toddler baby bibs – I especially love pink bibs with Princess motifs.
While I love getting dressed up and playing like this, the biggest challenge is acceptance. Unfortunately, my wife is ABSOLUTELY not interested in this type of play. She’s known about this side of me since before we were married – she discovered some old Adult Baby story magazines in my apartment. She was completely freaked out at the time and I was able to explain how I like to play like this while she barely tolerates this side of me, she certainly wishes it would go away.
So, I have met with a number of pro dommes who have infantilism/ageplay as a specialty. The first sessions were pretty awkward on my part. I didn’t really know what my needs were or what to expect, so often it was focused around getting diapered and sitting around as a baby (who don’t do much). As my thoughts around my fetish have grown, I’ve realized it’s much more of a humiliation thing for me, and my sessions have taken on more of a “role play” slant.
One domme has taken me to a nail salon several times to get my nails done while obviously diapered and wearing one of my sissy t-shirts. The first time we went there, I got a pedicure. I was wearing anklet socks along with women’s tennis shoes with pink trim. That was too cute! We’ve been back several times and the owner has commented on other sissies she’s done nails for.
While I understand the realities and complications of living life as a sissy, my fantasy would be to be forced to be diapered 24x7. When out in public my clothes could be toddler girl play clothes (like khaki shorts and cute t-shirts – somewhat asexual almost – I would know they’re “toddler style” but others might just think my style is “unique”) but in private I would either be in cute dresses, or just my diapers and plastic pants and a t-shirt.
Who else would like to be diapered for an extended period of time – including discrete public outings?
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