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lilownedgirl -> the new girl (8/23/2009 10:56:05 AM)
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where to begin...so many new feelings to sort out
new sensations
a new me...
owned
never felt like this before
cant find the words to describe it
the anticipation grows stronger every day
when will i finally be ready?
i cant wait any longer!
i need to be with you
to be a part of you
to feel your warmth...
your breath on my neck as you lean close
whisper in my ear"i love you"
then the sting from the cuffs lessens
all i can focus on is your voice
your sweet sexy voice...
i long for you
i need your touch
i love you
so lost without you
my place at your feet is growing colder every day that im without you
random thoughts are all these are...
cant get things right
i miss you too much
not myself lately
or perhaps i am myself lately and before i wasnt?
i dont think i know anymore
so confused!
guess its just one of those days again...
had a lot of those lately
depression has once again caught up with me
perhaps i just miss my owners...
i love them so
one day i will no longer have to miss them
one day i will be happy again
so new to this lifestyle
will i ever be ready?
still scared...
never been a fan of change
never really known how to adjust...
or how to take that first step
am i even strong enough?
i so badly want to
i need to have more faith in myself
random thoughts of a new slave girl...
will i ever sort them out?
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