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lilownedgirl -> random thoughts yet again (8/25/2009 9:58:26 AM)
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why all the lies
what are you hiding from me?
not the same man i married
is it a woman?
not that i care anymore
but dont lie to me
ive got my own secrets now
you've pushed me to the edge
now im falling
mistress and master will catch me
falling farther
faster
feel like my head is spinning
out of control
how did i get to this point?
where did i go so wrong in my life
if you catch me will everything be fine again?
will i ever learn to just be happy?
so many random thoughts lately
cant slow down and focus anymore
am i really ready to leave this vanilla life
and be your little slave girl forever?
i believe so
still afraid i'll fail you...
but ive always been afraid of failure
suck it up!!!
you'll do just fine
master believes in me
mistress as well
and they have never steered me wrong
so lost in thought lately
i wish i could sort it all out!
perhaps someday i will
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