DemonKia
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Joined: 10/13/2007 From: Chico, Nor-Cali Status: offline
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FR, after read thru My history of being fat: I got chubby at 11. I got down to a near-regular body mass between my first & third babies . . . . & then I put all the too-much mass back on with my third pregnancy & haven't taken much of it off since then . . . . . So. If anything, my pants from 15 years ago are probably too big, cuz I have trimmed down since that particular point . . . . . I'm an over-eater & a sugar-binger, tho' I'm currently off of both . . . . . (& I strongly disagree that sugar is not addictive, for me it's one of the most addictive substances I've dealt with . . . . . I am a serious sugar-junky & am cold-turkey off of it for most of the last month . . . . .) & for me, there is a definite deliberate aspect to holding onto the weight -- I feel safer bigger & fatter, I have quite a bit of emotional discomfort around being 'desirable' & 'attractive' . . . . . . (A book (Diets Don't Work, by Bob Schwartz) really helped me understand how my food & eating & weight stuff worked . . . . . . .) Ah. As to what I eat. Technically I'm supposed to be a vegetarian (as a buddhist) but the 'sinful' nature of meat eating makes it more attractive to me, so I'm a bad girl eating . . . . . (Mostly chicken, pork, & beef . . . .) Other than that, tho', I mostly eat like a veggie-hippie type, lots of fruits, veggies, legumes, nuts, seeds, & whole grains . . . . . & I drink tons of water & only occasionally drink anything other than. & when I want a sweet-fluid treat I tend to drink OJ or something similar . . . . . (Mmmmmmmmmm, unpasteurized tangerine juice . . . . . . ) Also, I don't take supplements, & I get intense cravings for things like kale & mushrooms . . . . . I eat kale most days, for instance . . . . . (Mushies are pricey so I don't eat them as much as I'd like . . . .)
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