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Termyn8or -> RE: Thank you (9/14/2009 9:25:36 PM)
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Thank whoever.
For the gravel in my gut and the spit in my eye. Also for the guile to swin with the sharks in business, but still be able to deal with the humble and lowly not so harshly (one of the nine charges of Odinism). To be able to open my heart and home in these trying times despite my innate stoicitity. To feel (once in a while).
To know how the world works, and have the ability to step back into my own reality, and assess it for what it is. To no longer be jealous of the rich and famous. Not to forget to be able to walk normally again, which I did without intervention. To be able to hold my head high and declare what I am and who I am.
For the most part, I am grateful for knowledge. The knowledge by which I can slide in and out of the system, work it to my advantage. Of course this took a long time to learn, but it was worth it. You just don't understand how radical I am. If I ever apply for another job and they mention drug testing I WILL pull a joint out of my pocket and say "Yeah, test this too, what do you got". You think I am kidding but I am not, not in the least.
I am slowly returnig to my former self, or at least abilities, and soon it will be time to start working out again. I beat this illness, despite the pleas to go to the doctor, but that is the way I do things. I lived or died with my decision and I don't seem to be quite dead do I ?. Another feather in my cap.
Stage one of my financial coup de etat will be complete in about two weeks. As long as I keep my cool stage two will go as planned and I will have heisted a bunch of money, totally legally. Stage three is when whatever money is left goes overseas. You are not playing with kids here.
I really don't know who to thank for this ability as well as opportunity, but I am grateful nonetheless. I know so many people who have so much less. And I don't mean a shitty stereo and no car or a crappier car than mine, I mean the ability to engage the system and come out a winner. I got a good friend who is so afraid of the court systen that he almost can't walk into the building. But he needs to, I have actually started his writ, to reopen a divorce case for a modification of the original order. I give this guy a ride and he is like "THERE IS A COP OVER THERE" like I fucking care. I am thankful not to be like that, and no, it ain't weed, he wakes up in the morning like this. I wonder if the PH in his stomach has reached negative numbers yet. so I do thank whoever that I am not that way.
I am also thankful for a site like CM, where when I srtart talking this shit, there is a possibility of someone reading it..
T
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