BellaDominatrix
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Hi everyone,
I've always had a strong personality and was the dominant person in my relationships. But I guess the first time I really started to view myself as a Dominatrix was during a relationship I had in first year university. To be honest the relationship was rather ordinary at the beginning, but one night I felt naughtier than usual at a party and I kept teasing my bf about what I was going to do to him when he got home by whispering in his ear and then walking away and going to flirt with some other guy. He was desperate to get his hands on me in the car on the way home but I kept pushing him away and laughing that it would be better to wait and build the anticipation so we could tear each other's clothes off back at his place.
I took my belt off when we were inside and he thought I was just undressing but I told him to kneel down while I sat on the sofa and I tied the belt around his neck. He asked me what I was doing and I tightened the belt all the way and I told him that I was bored with the way things were in our relationship, that he was boring. He got this worried look in his eyes and I pressed my heels down on his crotch until he started to squirm. My heart was beating like crazy by then and I couldn't stop myself from laughing because his face was SO red. He really didn't expect this because we'd never even really had rough sex before. Like I said it had been pretty boring;p I told him that he would have to step up his game if he wanted to stay with me and I pressed down even harder with my heels. He said he would try his best and I told him to start off by kissing my feet. I loved the feeling of control seeing this tall guy kneeling at my feet (I'm 5'2 so I'm never the strong one physically). This went on for a little while and he started working his way up my legs but I stopped him when he got to my knees and stood up. I told him that I wouldn't have sex with him that night, or any night until I was satisfied that he could please me. Then I untied my belt from his neck, put it back on my jeans and walked out. The look on his face when I left was priceless! He looked like a little boy who was told that he wouldn't get any Christmas presents unless he stopped behaving badly. Haha! It was so fantastic.
I laughed all the way home and was kind of surprised with myself that I did that. But I thought about it some more after that and looked back on my relationships with other people and saw that I was always the Dominant person, this was just the first time I'd behaved that way in a physical way. I call it my "Domme coming out moment" now because I know I've always been like this, but for whatever reason that was the first time I felt comfortable being really open about it.
That was a few years ago and just the first of many fun experiences. I started playing around with subs online about a year ago and I love it! I can be worshipped in all time zones now, even when I'm sleeping;) The internet has made me a more efficient Dominantrix!
Anyway I just thought I'd share one of my favourite memories to share a little bit about myself for my first message:) I have a special place in my heart for nylons, heels, leather, erotic sexual denial, erotic hypnosis, small penis humiliation and many more fun things in the Femdom world.
I look forward to chatting with all of you more!
-Mistress Bella
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