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finally a hello. - 10/5/2009 8:57:09 AM

koutou

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Not sure why today is the day. It's been over two years since i have signed up. Have talked to quite a few Doms and a few subs. Yes my profile is hidden right now, as i am not seeking.

i have been in someone's shadow now for close to *thinks* or two years. A rocky road indeed. He it seems has become the perfect ying to my yang. Compassionate and understanding of my constraints, my inabilities to do many things. But he accepts me just as i am, into his folds, at his feet, and has allowed me to flourish and learn and grow....never with a harsh thing said to me. Never with a punishment.

Letting me learn at my own pace seeing things in my own time. Not sure if i am lucky or spoiled.

But regardless, no matter what i am to others, no matter what society tags me with, submissive or slut or slave...with him i have no title. i am just koutou and that has become good enough.

For a title was what i thought i needed. a description, a word. But in reality, i just need to be and do what he needs.

The thing i must do now is to learn to derive my pleasure from his pleasure.

Wish me luck on this seemingly most elusive thing i have yet to grasp fully.

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RE: finally a hello. - 10/5/2009 9:00:28 AM

sirsholly

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RE: finally a hello. - 10/5/2009 9:21:10 AM

CarrieO

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RE: finally a hello. - 10/5/2009 9:22:14 AM

choccywoc

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RE: finally a hello. - 10/5/2009 2:21:50 PM

fluffypet61

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"Commandment Number One for any truly civilized society is this: Let people be different." -David Grayson

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