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The Submissive Loser - 10/21/2009 1:30:31 PM

SLAVEBOY32

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Here I sit, the submissive loser.
Broken heart, from a Dominant user.
I live in a world, that is neither fair, or just,
I asked for honesty, but morals are a bust.
Not just a Domme, but an angel in my eyes,
but when confronted, she informed me everyone lies.
Was always afraid she was out of my reach,
little did I know, someone already had her on a leash.
A web of lies, even laced with accusations,
coupled with false reassurances to increase my skewed fascinations.
Now I'm cast aside without a care,
a harsh reminder that life is not fair.
Permanently scarred, she wasted a year of my life,
why wouldn't she tell me, I'm someone's wife.
Still on this site, without a care,
send her a message, if you dare.
No regard for your feelings, no issue with misleading,
beware submissive, your heart takes the beating.

< Message edited by SLAVEBOY32 -- 10/21/2009 1:31:48 PM >

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RE: The Submissive Loser - 10/21/2009 3:57:26 PM

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oh I'm so sorry you went through this... but the way you have put this across is just beautiful.

though losing a person doesn't make you a loser... seems you never had her to start with and what she did, there are no excuses for. I can only hope you stay open to trying again... maybe there were some signs that you will listen to next time and I hope not get hurt...

again though... this really is so descriptive and well wrote.

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RE: The Submissive Loser - 10/21/2009 9:44:04 PM

SLAVEBOY32

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I appreciate your compliments. I do not view myself as a loser, I view my self as the one who lost in this scenario. Since she knew what was going on the whole time, and I did not, and she was able to protect herself, where as I was vulnerable, so I am the one who got hurt.
As to looking for signs in the future. There is not much more you can do other then ask direct questions. I asked her if she was possibly married and had children, she skipped the question. When I told her I suspected she was married, she told me not to be so pushy, and that she was not married, and had no children. Several months later, I asked again, again she assured me that she was not married. All I had were hunches, based off her actions. She told me she was not married...I believed her. What more am I supposed to do? I wanted to believe in her. If you met someone who you thought could possibly be your life partner, wouldn't you want to believe they were telling the truth unless you had indisputable evidence otherwise? I mean if I believe someone is a liar, I typically stop talking to them. She really gave me no reason to think she was lieing. I do not know what else I could have done.

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