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shepkat -> Greetings from Orlando (3/7/2006 3:17:53 PM)
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Hi, I'm new to the group. I think I'm a masochist but I'm not sure if I enjoy the pain or it just feels so good when she stops:) Reality hurts a helluva more than fantasies. I am into bondage and CBT. I have been 'playing' for over 20 years. It really does add an exciting and fun dimension to one's sex life. I like to have fun with it, laugh and joke around but damn! It really hurts sometimes:) My safe word is 'OUCH'
I have had these feelings since I was a kid, watching torture scenes on TV. I would get aroused and couldn't understand why. Now it all makes sense. I used to hate those frustration boners until I figured out how to deal with them:)
The subject of masturbation was really taboo when I was growing up so after I did it I felt really guilty...but I got over it and did it again & again & again:)...I've dropped allot of kids off at the pool (jacking off over the toilet) since then. Gotta get rid of that nuisance boner in the morning so you can think straight:) I was even experimenting with genital bondage back then, string, rope, rubber bands, etc. I thought I was the only one doing this until I found out there was a community out there into the same things.
Self abuse and fantasies are nowhere near as much fun as finding a partner into the same things...Thank God for the Internet! It sure makes it allot easier to get together.
Jeff
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