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Toppingfrmbottom -> RE: Toppings energy gush thread don't negativly hijack please. (11/2/2009 10:17:18 PM)
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WEll right now, I don't need to gush to bad, but I do over load ya all with my pride and my happiness so I'll keep this thread open and going so I don't ruin any one elses fun hogging the forrums. And when I want to talk for the sake of hearing my voice, which happens sometmes I'll do it in the appropriate place!
there's a lady on freecycle, she's just as willing to be friendly and helpful as I am, well a long time ago I had some items to offer up because I went into a mania and over bought, and she said she'd be willing to come to my house any time I want her to and come take things off my hands I don't want, an she has a 10 y.o and her and her 10 y.o accepted my invite to come craft with me provided I can provide a asthama safe place to do it since my rooms a horrid pig stye and would set off her asthma
So this is good because I am getting rid of clutter and junk and getting to do so with friends, and all I want is to be able to do the crafts then not have to store them, so I am getting the best of both worlds.
And I have a ton of school work ready and done to turn in and Inormally only have like one or two piddly pieces of work to turn in but today I have like 10 and if I continue to mow through the stuff like I have been I'll be done this month, with this math book and I'll move on to the next level, cause right now I am doing the very begning like place values and 1=1 and subtraction an addition an bare bones times.
I can whip out a huge math problem on paper now like nodboies business and I find it fun
I knew how before but I'd forgotten how to it'd been so long since I had to do it an I let a huge fear of math make math seem more traumatizing than it was
so I can do problems like 100099 plus 5000600 plus 10 44445 plus 50 if it's written out in like 5 minutes: and no panic, this is a HUGE acomplishment for me.
I actually dreaded and feared math for a long time and I still do but I am looking forward to having my teacher explain how to do the math for me AND ENJOYING IT! That's collosal, that's mondo big.
And I usually when I want to shop go and spend a ton of money and get out of control and today I would of gone window shopping an not spent a ton of money no money at all infact I';ve spent most my spending money this month already treating daddy to dinner an I am sticking to no money spent on stupid stuff the rest of the month, because I am only allowed 50 dollars to waste an I owe my dad my real one not age play 100 dollars cause he helped me out of a jam, and I'm able to pay him back.
so I am really proud, because things are going well and I am so much healthier and happier, and the biggest thing is, I'm taking breaks from online when I am hurting myself because my knee;s ache or my butts dead from sitting so long or my feet swelled so huge your edma is sloshing about,
that's the biggest thing because I'm willing to sit here till I rot normally, but not so much any more, I am taking time outs for my health and for me time and I've made others in my family so happy for doing so because I've given my mom mommy and me time and rubbed her swollen knee , when before i was like no I can't I am online.
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ORIGINAL: impishlilhellcat
So what are you gushing about?
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