Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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I admit that I am beyond slutty at times, well a lot. I admit that I am pretty whorey, especially with DB. I admit that I am scared that He will think less of me because of things I like to do or things I allow Him to do to me. I admit that I am shocked when He says that it doesn't faze Him and He just thinks it's hot. I admit that I have some very dark fantasies that I can only disclose to Him via email or when we are having sex because I feel a little ashamed to say them when we are just talking in the car or something. I admit that I am still stunned that people tell me I am a slave to a Sadist. (even though His friends and my friends who know Him and have seen us play, and know what He does to me, tell me this... I still feel odd accepting that He really is one.) I admit that it took me by surprise when He told some of our friends that I have a higher pain tolerance than many people. I admit that I thought I was kind of wimpy, but lots of people tell me otherwise. I admit that I was totally shocked when I whispered to Him once, "Sir, are You trying to turn me into a pain slut?" and He looked me in the eyes and said, "Yes." I admit that I love looking at the marks He leaves on me. I admit that my jaw dropped last week when He told me that He loves hearing or seeing my reaction when He does something painful to me that makes me look at Him in disbelief that He would ever do that to me. I admit that when He said that, I got very hot.
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Founding Member, Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's Do not challenge me to a battle of wits & come to fight unarmed. Are you really that stupid? ~ Bless your heart 13th doughnut
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