poppyseed -> RE: I Admit It I........ (11/22/2009 7:28:21 PM)
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I admit that I can't just keep my trap shut and lurk. I admit that I'm grateful Red - my new Ma'am - has given me leave to be here. I admit that the club was not at all like I had envisioned in my head. I admit that I thought I'd be all clingy and nervous but that I felt comfy pretty much right away. I admit that despite a fierce case of generalized social anxiety, I wasn't nervous about meeting MistressHolly71, pixie, or NM, who are all full of win. I admit that, while I admired MistressHolly71's awesome arsenal of implements, I'm not sure I'd want many of them used on me, because I'm the opposite of a pain slut. I admit the vampire gloves have me intrigued, though. I admit that pixie has some mighty bodacious bosoms and a beautiful ass, and her Sir has some fine guns on him, and I'd like to meet the two of them again. I admit that MistressHolly71 was fabu in making me feel comfy, sticking with me when Red and DB were otherwise engaged, and answering all of my n00b questions. I admit it was wonderful to see the lighter side of DB, which I hadn't seen before. I admit it was incredible to see Red in a scene, and especially afterward. I admit I did hear Her snort. I admit that I lovedlovedloved getting to play a little bit myself. I admit I'm a wuss. I admit I thought I'd be terrified to be bare-assed in front of strangers, but I didn't worry about it at all. I admit I think I'll do it fully nekkid next time. I admit that I felt hotter and more beautiful last night than I've felt since college, and that was a long time ago. I admit that felt mighty damn good. I admit I feel like a sookybaby for throwing up that hand that one time, and wish I hadn't. I admit I wanna do it all again, minus the hand. Soon, husband permitting.
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