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poetdom -> RE: Hello everyone (11/13/2009 7:31:42 AM)
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"Ha' we the gift to see ourselves as others see us." robbie burns
yep it is a sin to lie.Especially to ourselves! &to know what you need &then rationalize away the faith, the possibility of that meeting must be a deep, longing, an unrelenting pain, to be always out of balance. Like the need of the rich for MORE! never fulfilled. Or as 1 hollywoodbabble script writer noted:"the despair of the jetset is fathomless"
Kind of like the double agent who goes to Mass twice daily. &so I'm pushing 60& have known 'more than a dozen&less than a gross' & commonly, whether highly IQ'd,Ivy League,rich or poor wanting to be in a Ds balance seems to induce a hyper-sensitivity, ready to trade up in a 'NYminute" the grass is ALWAYS greener somewhere else. &there's never going to be a shortage of clumsy boys &hungry predators in the fool's parade ready to flash-in-your-pan a momentary diversion for the obvious & gross of your kinks...in short, Maintain HIGH standards! better to be alone,real &uncompromised than be just another brick in the wall making your meek adjustments & daily eating chickensh*t. Stay hungry & ready for THE leap of faith in a lifetime. (for everybody else there's the Public play &soirees of indulgence.)
MadAve psychobabble will always be an unrelenting huckster wave of nausea but those who hold true to their dream will make it. I've known luminous, loving women who were honored to say "Yes". &be held. I am deeply honored to have known their beauty.
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