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wiccanscgoddess -> Submission (9/3/2004 6:48:27 AM)
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Constant fear of rejection, submission spreading like an infection.
Wondering how you can love something so much that at the same time you fear, knowing complete and udder devotion is near.
Submitting to a life of servitude and pain, as others watch you laughing judging you insane.
A deeper understanding and acceptance of your true place, a quiet craving for the feel of ribbons and lace.
Feeling so much love and need for the one you adore, makes you wonder why you faught it all these years before.
Quickly jumping to her requests as fast as you can, yet never quite seeming to measure up to her plan.
How fast and hard she has binded you sometimes seems unbelivable, but only one like you could know how it feels to live a life thats unlivable.
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