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KSubM -> RE: CuckOlding and relationships? (12/27/2009 5:44:53 PM)
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My advice to you would be - be careful what you wish for because the sense of loss can be incredible.
Personally I can compare that sudden realization and loss to only two previous events in my life namely when I lost from friends (in the army) and when my dad passed away.
Then again - I must admit that I was not prepared and did not expect this so in a way I suppose I was "open" to all this.
In fact - me writing here was an act of desperation as well. I suppose I was hoping for some fairy godmother with a magic wand that would make it all go away. In the end there is only the reality to deal with.
Besides - in time of need I have always found the bdsm community to be the most understanding and supportive of all so I knew I would get something worth taking onboard from here. For this I thank everyone who made the effort to respond.
Now I am trying to keep writing in the hope that others may learn something - I am sure that somewhere in the world someone may learn something from this experience.
Besides, I always write because it helps me clear my mind. I have written more than 300 pages the past 2 months or so.
In a way I suppose this is my diary of my life.
If I can believe vincent our sceptic I may even publish a book one day (although I really fail to understand why anyone would read about these situations - except maybe if they are as desperate as I was at the time.)
Good luck with your search for that special Mistress - hope you find Her soon..
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