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Kalista07 -> RE: Big News! =) (12/23/2009 5:16:31 AM)
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Okay so here are some more details.....
When we first got together He was adamant that this would never happen.... It would simply screw up the D/s dynamic too much... So, it would never happen... Apparently that was before He fell in love with me....[:-] At some point we both fell in love....We began talking about marriage. I did know He was going to ask me, as I had been there when He purchased the ring.... however, He had lead me to believe that the store had not finished my ring yet.... So, I walked in last night from my second job... all pouty because I had called him about a kazillion times during the day asking Him if they had called to tell Him the ring was done and He said no.....[:(] I walked in exhausted last night after working 11 hours and asked if He had called them like He had told me He would ( I of course called Him on my way home from job #2) and He gave me this very sad look and I nearly lost it right there. He said they told Him it would not be ready unless He asked me a question...Well, I, in my infinite wisdom began going off about how that's just a bunch of crap...blah blah blah blah and He was getting closer and closer to me...Finally I looked at Him and I said, well what's this question they think you should ask me anyway....He looked at me and said, "Will you marry me?" As He pulled the ring our of His pocket.....He had walked over and picked it up around 3:30pm. Which explains why He had called me around 3:30 to 'see what time I was coming home'....He didn't want me calling while He was walking over to pick it up....[;)]
At that time I gave Him the biggest hug and a kiss...... And promptly started sobbing.....[:(] And kept sobbing.... He asked if I wanted to go sit down...[:(] And as we went to go sit down He grabbed me and said, "uhm...before we go sit down you need to answer me."....I laughed and said, "yes.".
I am beyond thrilled and excited..Although more than a little terrified....I can not belief this is happening to me, I mean seriously me of all people.
Thank you all for helping me to share in this exciting time, you can have no idea how much reassurance you have provided me with. I feel totally inadequate and undeserving of this. But, more than grateful at the same time.
I love Him with all of my heart, mind, soul, and body... That may sound insane, stupid, over the top or whatever to some.... But the fact that I at one time did not believe I had the capacity to love at all or be loved and now am with a person who tells me He loves me every day is enough to fill my heart with joy.
We have no date yet... For sure... The year is not exactly the one I would have chosen, but this is not about me... It's a public expression to God and everyone of our love.
Any questions, suggestions, encouragements, advice are gladly welcomed.
Kali
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