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McWhips -> RE: Mistress Zariah (3/25/2006 10:04:30 AM)
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RE: Mistress Zariah - 3/22/2006 9:54:29 AM
McWhips
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ORIGINAL: stef
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ORIGINAL: McWhips
I thought she was looking for a true sub or whatever until I read this and realized shes looking for clients. Why didnt she say shes having trouble looking for true clients?
I realize that you get propelled into an instant lather over the topic of pro doms, but it is possible that she's looking for a personal sub and not clients. I know many pros who also have personal property.
~stef
No different from the sentiments of others here such as subrob who said: "And you want the "real sub/slave" to pay you for the privilege of never meeting you irl, or having any play time with you irl?" quote:
ORIGINAL: stef
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ORIGINAL: MichMasochist
You do? Can you name one?
I could name several but I'm not going to. One of the draws for a pro is that their clients always have the thought in the back of their mind "maybe I can become their personal slave." It's almost certainly never going to happen, but that thought tends to evaporate when there already is a personal slave in the picture. It's just one of the things that drives repeat clients and I'm not going to throw a wrench into that machinery for anyone.
There are several pros that post off and on in the forums that have mentioned having both business and personal relationships. You'll find them if you spend some time looking.
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I can't, never heard of it, why would a pro give it away for free? Sounds bad for "the bussiness".
If you've never heard if it, then it can't possibly be true, right? You're making the mistake of confusing business interactions and personal life.
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Her add reads very clear to me. She wants clients.
I'm sure she does. It just might not be all that she wants.
~stef
Interesting post. I think that the idea of being a personal sub drives repeat business is a bad thing. If a Pro suspects this she should have a word with him. Many years ago when I saw a Pro's once a year I most certainly never had the thought of being her personal sub in the back of my mind at all. This was something I had control of down to my realistic-ness and sense.
Out of the 5 I saw, 2 where just in it for the money and had converted their lounge or something but unfortunatly for me the 3 who had a genuine interest in BDSM (all be it that they where doing it for money) treated me a bit too nice, The 1st one of those 3 I saw complimented me on my appearance, the 2nd one gave me a kiss and asked if I would like to be put up for the night for no extra charge. This was all fine with me and I just thought 'oh thanks, very nice', I didnt interpret it to be that I was an object of interest for anything other than my client-hood.
The big mistake came with the 3rd one. On the 1st session I received a hand job, got told I was the 1st client in her working history she agreed not to do something to, at the end of the session she walked around with her breasts out deliberatly in front of me and she keenly invited me to see her again. That was the beggining of the end for me. Seeing as Im polite yet stupid I decided to take up her offer seeing as she was so keen and I didnt want to let her down but oh what a fool I was! It got worse and worse. As I have already said I am not the unrealistic kind of person to expect to be a personal sub to a Pro but when it gets to the point she is asking me to pretend I am her boyfreind to deter other clients from coming onto her as well as many other things mentioned below it can manipulate my thoughts into thinking that maybe I did have a chance at being a personal sub. The problem for me was that she wanted me to hang around her house much of the day, the session itself would usually go overtime for an hour or more at no extra charge but was only a small proportion of the time spent with her. Seeing as I was supposed to be a client I couldnt see why she needed me to be around so much in a non-business context. The way she would often complain about her X sub boyfreinds and how pathetic they where didnt help either. Not to mention when she Asked me very seriously if I can be trusted (What has that got to be with being a client? Im not her Boyfreind!?). Asking me seriously if I was seeing anyone else, (As though I shouldnt be?). Having me round for a session on her holiday specially when she wasnt supposed to be seeing anyone. (I didnt know of this until after the session when she told me). Told me 'You would be a good 24/7 slave and we will have to find me someone you can trust (Is this a hint? Is this jest? am I to fork out unbeknown amounts of money before it happens in which case...no thanks!). Flattery: I love to whip your muscular ass/I like the way you dress, you look good!/You look just as nice in your glasses/Have you dressed up special for someone?. Told me I would be a great 'pleasure slave' (What is that? can a client be one?). There was A LOT of cunnilingus (licking her vagina and sticking my tongue right far up there as she asked), she seemed to be very keen on this indeed. She was hell bent on voyeuring over me ejaculate and would persistently ask me to do so. At one point in a conversation she told me that all the other guys are boring and just say 'Dominate me' wheras I have a fantasticly kinky imagination that she was quite excited about at times (Heavy breather) and interested in general. She then went on to say that 'Well, all the other guys are married' (I dont know if there was supposed to be any implication behind this statement)
Throughout all this I never gave the slightest incling that I was interested in her for anything other than on a Proffesional basis. The sad truth was that due to her treatment of me I developed a crush on her because I thought she liked/fancied me. I didnt reveal how I felt though as it was far too confusing. I think I would have been less confused if she hadnt been mixing business with pleasure by charging me for the session then doing all the other stuff I just mentioned in the above paragraph like having me round for hours sitting in her front room asking me if I would like to join in on a dope smoking session etc etc etc.
Having said all that her motivations could be one of a few things. Either she was deliberatly mind fucking me or liked me but went about it totally the wrong way.
Whatever it was it didnt change the fact that it was the most confusing but mostly thoroughly abjectly depressing experience of my life ever, period.
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