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faegirltg -> chat room passion for submission (1/23/2010 5:44:33 AM)
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so i came to collarme cause i had a whole bunch of stuff in my closet. jeez i went through a lot of serious stuff. slavery and submission is quite serious. but passion for submisson chat room was so humerous! at times i would get so focused and distracted, but the chat room would always pull me back. its almost impossible to thank the people, hundreds? , that i have encounteer. usually so understanding. and always humerous. very special. i thanked the room, but maybe it got to 1 percent of the room. so this is my way of thanking them more permanently. all the closet stuff in my system is out now. i'm not a sub or a dom anymore, just me. standing feet on the ground. i'll never be humiliated or feel guilty in that way again; been through too much! its like boot camp. :) anyway i should thank collarme. i got to live my fantasies in a way that was safe and very effective. a catharsis over a long period of time. there was a while when i was on cm all day long! and yahoo messenger... i had so many Sirs, and they helped me so much in so many ways, even if they didn't know it. i hope i gave a little back... you never know. i don't know what sort of frequency i will use cm in the future. i've dropped most everything, i don't need it anymore! i've been carrying baggage since i was very very young; for half a century. wondering if i'd ever get rid of it. the only way to get rid of anything is to embrace it; the trick is to do that without hurting anyone, or making the situation worse. i don't know about those i associated with, but me, personally, i feel so much better. again thanks.
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