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reynardfox -> RE: Stay or Play??? (4/17/2010 5:25:49 PM)
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Waiting for perfection, when we all grow older every day, dreaming of that special someone when we know humanity just doesen't work that way.
We all steal kisses and caresses and dreams and moments of pure pleasure from this cold hard prison of a world where we are so afraid to reveal our true natures, where we find a world of difficulty in being honest with those we have known all our lives, how much more agonising to attempt to breach the boundaries of convention with people we meet and have yet to meet?
It takes more courage than anyone outside this world of ours will ever know, even to open contact with what might be the person we are dreaming of, knowing how often we will be repelled, or simply scorned, or worse still, ignored.
One thing to be lonely in this world, another to be lonely when your needs are so far from those of the herd of mundane boredom from whom we are supposed to find love.
A world of exquisite sensuality is only the few right words and an honest aware soul away, but crossing that gulf can be harder than walking through fire.
How much better to understand that we are blessed to find people with the corresponding needs to ours, regardless of their age, status, looks, or background and without any need for the checklist of qualities that would make them ideal.
How much better to find release and pleasure and consolation by playing with those we are lucky enough to meet and share our time with, than to simply undergo endless frustration while dreaming of some paragon we know we are never going to meet?
Every woman I play with has differet qualities and brings a new dynamic to what we share. I ask a lot, but then I give a lot.
How lucky was I to find the female of my species? The dominant female who is the soul mate of this dominant male? I am in no way submissive, but I knew that I could only share my life with a Dominant girl who would accept me as her equal and share the fun of finding submissive pets?
I can assure you I did not wait for her, I gained experience, and broadened my understanding. When she came into my life I not only knew what I had found when I saw them, but I had so much more to offer.
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