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jlpv84 -> New Sub on Collarme from Arizona (5/7/2010 12:46:14 PM)
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I am a submissive sissy crossdresser that loves to chat and meet up with others who are into people like me. If you want to know my life story, here you go:
When I was about seven I started wearing my mothers clothing. At the time it was mostly just panties, and occasionally a dress. It wasn"t sexual at this point. I just liked the way the material felt. I would get dressed and look at myself in the mirror.
After puberty it stated to become all sexual. Every so often, I had uncontrollable urges to dress and feel feminine. This eventually led to me wearing sexy clothes and jerking-off.
In high school I was an average kid who wanted to be accepted. I wanted the popular kids to like me and tried my hardest to fit in. I was so jealous of the pretty girls who got all the attention. I want to be sexy so everyone would like me. I was convinced that the easy button to popularity was to be like the hot girls who dressed sexy and gave blow jobs under the bleachers. I never acted on it though.
During the high school years I would get dressed up every few months (to include makeup) and masturbate. Sometime I would video tape the session and watch it later. I ended up destroying the tapes and never showing anyone, because at the time crossdressing was my little secret.
During my 20s, which I am still currently in, I got to explore more when I was in college. I got into a relationship with a girl who found it fun to dress me up in her clothes, which drove me wild. Eventually she got irritated that I wanted to play such games more and more, and broke up with me. After that relationship, I was pretty open. I dressed for dominant men and women I met online. Some successes, but mostly with people only looking for getting off and not into my specific fetishes of forced feminization, bdsm, spanking, and more.
This leads us to the present. I am just looking for those dominants who are truly into taking a sissy further into submission. Dressing me up and making me submit. The feel of panties, bras, lingerie, skirts, dresses, stockings, and heels make me so obedient and submissive.
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