Termyn8or
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FR I thank you all for your input. I am a crafty guy but I can't claim anything else. Now I have to eat my own shit because I derailed my own thread. The blame for that lies with one person, guess who. Elisa, I am not mad about anything. They say I shouldn't be out there driving. I was drinking and my vision is not that great. I had an impelling reason which was the suffering of the Woman. In fact now I have a case of caritis and I might not drive at all, but that is pretty much impossible. Hunky, sending in the form is a bit complex right now. I have three roomies and I have no idea how long they are going to be here. My logical choice now, since I have the option is to not drive to work. I have now told Satch that he can have it. He is illegal but does not drink. He needs to get to work and I have agreed to help. It is a risk, but that is the nature of life. He is to drive my car for work only and now, with our help the Racoon is now legal and insured. He will drive mostly for other things. What's more talking to the census guy I told him the truth, my sinister took the upstairs which is her perogative. But she also said that if someone comes along who wants to rent the place, she will get out. So how the hell do you answer that truthfully ? I told the census guy and said that it should probably go down as unoccupied because of how it is. She is not here all the time, So do you count her twice or what ? boi, I'd bet alot of government workers have had many interesting stories to tell, I'll bring one up later about a buddy of mine, I would give my left nut to have been there. If I have piqued your curiousity just mail me. That episode really would go well on youtube to say the least. Mm, I respect your opinion, and really if you knew all of my history you would probably agree that I handle things quite well. But your opinion on my drinking I take seriously and actually my own opinion on my drinking is what started the beer thread. I am concerned. Maybe I am not as smart as I think I am, but I am pretty sure that I am not ignorant. This has to do with my health and well being. Ummmm, kind a strange statement here - To remain ignorant would be stupid. Fellow, there is no winning this without a hell of alot of money which I don't have. Louve, I actually had questions about the questions. Does my sister go on the books as living here or not ? She has dual residency. Even though I only obey the Constitution, it is a crime IMO to give false information. I could easily have dual residency as we have an extra house laying around. But I am one, where should I be counted ? serv, I believe that I have answered post 10. I will report what the Constitution requires, but I take my privacy seriously. Aylee, agreed I might be a bit off in my self extimation but I have taken a couple of those tests online. That's where I got that number from. But if you think my job doesn't require more than a 97, you are truly mistaken. A big part of what I do is actually reverse engineering on complex electronic equipment. Would you like to take a crack at it ? Even with a 2,448 page service manual I frequently still need more information. That just happened the other day BTW. angel, I will stipulate that I am not on top. Know who was on top ? That judge I faced last Thursday. This is the truth, I DID NOT WANT TO BE OUT THERE. They let the Woman out of the hospital on Satuday night. I would not let her olman drive because if he got busted his new life would fall apart in a hurry. We helped him build that new life. If a 4 had not been mistaken for a nine, for his Mother to send his birth certificte up so he could get his license. If not for that they would've released my car to him, and in fact hw would have been driving and since he doesn't drink, it would be no problem. It was Saturday, not only didn't I want to go driving around, I didn't even want to put my shoes on. Jst, not quite sure what you meant there. My sarcasm detector is reading about an 8, but that doesn't give me your meaning. KY, refer to the beer thread. The fact is that I am too firm minded (stubborn) for any rehab to work for me. It will have to come from me. Even in this state, if I find that I am continually impaired, I will not be shortly. rmy, yes. ANY form of intoxicant is an escape from reality. It was put that way not by me, but by my druggie buddy 20 years ago. But again if you (et alii) knew how I was back then and what I am coming from you would be astounded. We got so high and drunk back then that I don't even know where the money came from. I seriously cannot remember if I workde or if I was dipping into the slush fund. I am different now, and really the way I see it is that I gained a bit of maturity over the years. I might not be done with that process, but at least give some credit where it is due. You just don't know my past. For more detail just mail me. Domig, cool pic you got today. But your rude ass does have something to say. I do believe that I have explained why I didn't just fill it out and send it in. I also could've told the guy that I had just sent it in, or feign sleeping or gone, quite easily. But I did not because of how I am. Prevarication is not something in which I like to indulge. Not saying that I never do, but when I do it is rare and very well thought out. That's the fucking truth. fl, I have admitted to being drunk while posting. I did think my equivalent OMFG once I reread it. But realize this, nobody can help me. My brain is not wired for that. Back in about 1983 after my first DUI, which were called DWIs then, I was sitting at a table with all these people along with my PO. Remember I did no jail time, but I was on paper, inactive for a time. I went to a program and they came with a paper for me to sign. (listening Real and Hunky ? ) I would agree to AA meeting and treatment and all that shit. And back then I was really bad. But I was totally sober at that meeting and I asked my PO what happens if I don't sign. He said it was up to the judge. I weighed my options, and even remembering that this particular judge had recently lost a daughter in an accident caused by a drunk driver, I told them to stick that paper up their ass. I was 23, I am now 49. I do not want to play this game anymore. Hunky, post 19, I know. But I don't think they are being mean. I am not going to read that into it right now. I think some are thinking along the lines of "tough love" in a way. Have you ever witnessed or experienced an "intervention" ? That is the epitome of tough love. I have never experienced one, but I know how they are conducted. I also know why they work for some, as well as why they don't for others. Enough for now. To all, I appreciate the responses whether negative or not. T
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