MsPoetress
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When I first found myself interested in BD/SM I thought there must be something wrong with me, I mean I grew up in a sheltered home, a Christian school, a daughter of a pastor! I also thought how could I possibly ever connect with anyone or tell anyone what I was into. As I dated, I hid who I was deep inside, due to the fact that I was ashamed, and felt guilty for wanting someone to tie me up, beat me, etc... Then through the years I moved, and started hanging out with a new crowd, and lo and behold I met tons of people in the lifestyle and even my husband. I feel complete now! Don't worry I am sure everyone has felt that way at one time or another when they first found themselves interested in this lifestyle. ~Poe
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~poe I'm mad, you're mad, we're all mad here, it's the fad for many a year, if you think we're crazy my dear, you're right cause I'M mad, YOU'RE mad, we're ALL mad here! - Mad Hatter
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