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lilredsubmarine -> so i guess it's about time i started to participate... (6/18/2010 8:18:12 AM)
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okey dokey, so i've been silently reading these forums for just over a month now and i figured it's about time i started contributing my 5-cents-worth, or at the very least say Hi and introduce myself!! So here goes...
Hi!! [sm=wave.gif]
i'm very very new to all this lovely BDSM stuff, and my primary motivation for being here is to learn from all Y/you charmingly kinky folk [:D]. Unfortunately, certain circumstances prevent me from becoming an active member of my local (real-life) BDSM community, so i hope to find on here the advice, friendship, support, education, and occasional anteater-induced laughs that, as a social critter, i crave.
A quick perusal of my profile will reveal that i am Australian, young (25yo), and Owned. Master is a very valued and trusted friend of mine from whom i kept my secret sub-ness hidden until fairly recently. Oh hell, for years i kept it hidden even from myself [8|]. i was engaged to a vanilla boy until six months ago when we realised that our five-year relationship had run it's course (thank goodness we realised this BEFORE vows were exchanged!!) and we broke it off. i had always known i fancied the idea of a bit of bondage, even a bit of Dominance/submission, but alas my vanilla boy was not a terribly dominant lad and i loved him, so i put those fancies to rest. Vanilla-boy and i broke up, i got used to being "single" again, and through the course of O/our conversations i confessed to Him my secret desire to be Dominated, and bada-bing-bada-boom i am now Collared. [:)]
Bloody hell, Y/you have no idea how friggin lucky i consider myself to a) have realised and accepted my kink so early in life, and b) to have a Master with whom i can embark upon this voyage of discovery. woopwoop!! [:D]
Having said that, Master now works interstate, so our face-to-face (skin-to-skin?) contact is limited to once every few months. Thank goodness for mobile phones and the internet!! Still, the long-distance thing is something i struggle with more often than i would like to admit, and i must learn to be more patient than i am (cue all the gen-Y quips....). W/we are not "in love", and O/ours is not destined to be a forever-relationship, but i do love Him and care for Him immensely, and i am thoroughly enjoying the fun along the way [;)].
Soooooo, in summary, i sincerely hope to get to know Y/you all a lot better, and i really look forward to learning everything Y/you have to teach. Hell, i've learnt so much already just by keeping my ears (eyes?) open and my mouth (fingers?) shut that i feel i already owe Y/you all a big fat THANKYOU!! (yes, and thankyou Dad for that old "ears open mouth shut" philosophy [>:]. Bugger it if i'm not turning into my parents more and more each day..... lol [8D] )
And apologies to IronBear, i guess You are no longer the only Queenslandeeerrrrrrrrrrr around here [8D]
Much love to Y/you all!!
-lilred.
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