diaperedslave -> RE: My poetic soul (4/13/2006 3:58:28 AM)
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Yes I am a baby sub looking for a Mommy Dom. I lost my wife of 10 years just before Christmas. She new about my submissive self since the day we met but I guess only played along hopeing that I would outgrow the fetish and my desire to serve. She fell in love with one of her professors.. I was putting her through school and she got her degree and then left me. I hope to at least find someone to accept my desires as they are vaired but I love foreced age play.. at least in fantasy.. she only let me play once a month on a weekend.. I guess I still love the IDEA of what I hoped she was but she alas was not that nor really desired that type of dom sub relationshisp. I am getting to the place where I am hopeing to find someone that I can provide and care for and they will accept my diaperd butt to crawl to them, massage thier feet and serve them with the passion of a flame in my desire and will. Here is another poem its about the first time I steped out of my house 3 months after she left me.. you see 5 days after she left I triped at the store and broke my right 5th metarcle..bone on foot.. and was trapped in my condo for 3 months.. someone from work had to bring me food my mail and start my car... it was really sad..Alone.. no family or friends on the top of a mountain in NH.. So my boss told me I could move to whereever I wanted and still work.. from home.. so I am moving to Florida at the end of the month.. I have 2 best friends there... well I degress.. here is the poem.. Alive Again By Timothy B. Chiacchira Today I took a breath, Cold, shimmering in the windy light, It stung and I rejoiced. In deeper, alive Just when darkness came So did you And you held me Close. I rode the wave of the inhale A crystal ship finding its way to Warm shores and smiling faces Bare warm breath, I alive again. If anyone knows someone who may want a devoted careing man who just happens to be submissive and thinks it would at least be entertaining to controll me and my diapered state I would love to talk to them.. Hugs and kisses to all.
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