Louve00 -> RE: The Big Choice...or is it really a choice? (7/19/2010 2:48:06 PM)
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Well, I was raised a Catholic. So alot of my logic is not going to be upbeat about God and Heaven. In fact, I was taught (or at least I understood it that way) that when you get to heaven, you won't recognize your loved ones (or you may recognize their spirit, but it won't be the same) from down here on earth, because you're going to be consumed with serving and loving and living in the name of the Lord. That, to me, sounds cold and kinda scarey. Maybe not to a true believer that truly loves and wants nothing more but to honor and serve and love the Lord. But, if I'm to be honest, I'm not sure thats what I want. (And I don't want to love, serve and honor the devil, either, so I'm not sure where I fit in). For now (until I either grow more, understand better, or have made up my mind for a different reason). I think we are all an energy. I think our drive (inspiration, ambition, fortitude, etc) comes from within. I like to think we all have the power to succeed or fail, to thrive or survive...I think its all up to us. Let Joel tell it, the Lord has sculpted our fortunes or misfortunes for whatever reason. Let the catholics tell it, you'll reap what you sow so you better do right. I think those are memes that our parents, grandparents and beyond have injected into us because that virus (thought) was injected into them. I think it will continue to be that way too for a number of reasons. Security and the hope of life as we know it not ending is one reason we want to believe we will live up in heaven in peace if we go there. But what if when you die, the eternal energy in you transfers to someone or soemthing else? Ever wonder why something seemed familiar to you and you had no clue why? I wonder about those feelings. Are they because perhaps maybe, in a past life, I've seen it? I don't know. And thats just it. We don't know. But yet, you have to believe in something. If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything, right? I don't know the path to heaven. I would think, for those wanting to know its path, trust and faith in the religion they believe in is the way. But I'm not even sure I will excell in heaven. I, myself, am much more at ease with the fact that I control my own destiny. All I have to do is believe in myself. And I know its not always just as simple as that, either. Sometimes, believing in yourself takes alot of work, soul-searching, and labor to get there. I also know I'm not answering your question, either, Owner59, so instead of going on with all this ramble, I'll just stop now. Sorry [sm=smile.gif]
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