fadedshadow -> RE: How far should a slave go? (8/4/2010 7:27:16 AM)
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ORIGINAL: slaveOFdarkness Hello, i'd like to ask the opinion of the dominant Women that read this and perhaps start a conversation about what it really means to be a slave and when to feed the hunger a true slave has to serve and when to think. i recently reconnected with a Domme online - a few years ago we had a non-start [emails, chats etc] this time it progressed to intense emails and many phone conversations. We have a very similar ideals on slavery, mind control and what it means to serve. In addition She has always made a point that any slave serving her will be bi trained as that is what she desires. As an individual she can be tender, even warm - is incredibly intelligent, witty, ambitious and sensual all at the same time. Just in communicating with her i can feel like i'm being drawn in like the moth to flame. By request i've sent pics but have as yet received any [been told they are forthcoming]. And to answer what many of you may be thinking yes i believe she is a biological Woman. The Domme stated that to be considered by her i would first need to be interviewed and "trained" by a Master before ever meeting her. The Master would report to her how i preformed [how i take direction, submissiveness, including servicing the Master orally [with protection] and him using me if he so desires]. my desire to be a slave is overwhelming at times and i can see serving and servicing a male for the Domme that owns me but not doing it before even meeting that potential woman. Of course Something so potentially unsafe with someone i've yet to meet has sent a major red flag up for me. i've attempted to discuss this but been told there is no discussion or negotiation in this area - as it shows her a true desire to serve from a true slave. i've been in the lifestyle for several years and the more i think about it even though i desire to one day become an unconditional slave [i never told her that] doing this seems more like a decision that wouldn't be a step onto the path of slavery but a prescription in disaster. Your thoughts? it sounds kind of off that she would want this and i think going through with it could put your health and life at risk. and nobody's worth that
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