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RiotGirl -> I'm a rising Porn Star! (4/17/2006 9:00:28 PM)
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Heh and i ammmmmmmmm! i'm actually really excited. i said rising as everyone has to start some where and build a resume. Which i'm doing! But i got my first feature on a web page! i'm of course embarressed and of course as soon as Himself found out that a video was up (as he wasnt there during the shooting) he wanted to watch and no amount of my convincing him that "nooooooooooooo he didnt want to watch it and noooooo i'm not ready to see it" No amount of pleading to "do it another time" was granted. He promptly opened it up. So more past the embarressement! Its cool! And the parts the cut for the mini preview are Funny!!!!! Its of course a pay porn site, that gives a short or not so short preview (your mileage may vary) And i wasnt actually acting. i was literally petrified. Only thing is, is my "cuss" words come out funny. As they had to stop shooting to instruct me i cant say "vagina" i need to say "pussy' LOL So they prompted me to cuss instead of say something that i have been taught is appropriate. Plus, i've been taught that you dont tell the one that has you tied up (As M has always tied me up) that your going to cut off their balls!
LOL So it was came out funny.. atleast i think so. And at the end, which they dont show in the preview i actually cried. LOL i got abit more then petrified. heh.
Of course not to ruin anyones fun, i wasnt actually tied up. It was made to look tied, cos i'll be damned if i let ANYONE tie me up with out Himself present. Oh helllllllllllz no. If he is not there to ensure my safety, you can bet your boots i will never be tied to the point where i cant get out. Which of course i suppose you could see as i did literally sit up with eyes wide saying "that hurts" or something of the sort.
AND i'm really excited as hustler with one of its sub magazines wants to write out a contract with me. woot woot!
Course i'm not just doing porn. i'm going for all around modeling. There's a swimsuit company thats been talking to me about being the one that promotes their suites. Pics and stuff i suppose? Dunno.
And of course this is where that thread about sluts came from! But ah, how do you suppose you toot your own horn? Plus there really wasnt nothing to say at that point. Course just speaking to my sister on the whole slut thing, she says i'm not actually classified as a slut. i just have a job i enjoy! Soon, i'm going to be on 5 websites and in a magazine! i should be doing more then just what i am. But i had to take a vacation as i had one of my explosive outbursts during a conversation and i was like "i'm out of here" (lololololz) took off running and slammed right into the corner of a bookcase, then i ping ponged down the hall way and almost down the stairs, as i was heading towards the stairs, but i didnt make it luckily as Master managed to catch me in time. LOL i managed to dent my eyebrow and cheek with the corner and give myself a minor black eye. Cant shoot with bumps and bruises! lololz Himself and i joke alot about the ping ponging, cos once he was over the fear of "how badly is she hurt" it was really funny (i'm told) of how i ping ponged. Boing boing boing. lol. When ever the injury came up it was pretty good laughs.
But tomorrow, i'm going to be back in business as i'm pretty healed up and its pretty much gone. Arg so i prolly wont be around much again. LOL in the preview too, even through all the make up you can see the black eye rising! (it had happened the night before my ping ponging)
Eh hope its okay to post the link.. but i thought i'd share as i suppose i'm kind of proud. lol (even if i shouldnt be!)
http://www.electricityplay.com/main.htm
i am Mary, as i go under my first name. The one i DONT use and of course a different last name Crocker.. so i'm Mary Crocker out in this world!
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