coc0
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Joined: 4/19/2006 Status: offline
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I'm new to all of this, so forgive me in advance if I sound like a complete idiot. I've been talking online with a man, who although does not request I call him by any particular name such as Master, He could be considered to be just that. Recently we began discussing ownership and while the idea and concept interest me a lot, and it's something I want to do, He does not want a contract and requires that I have no limits-to expect the worst. I am willing to submit myself to things I really do not want, that I know will hurt me, such as threesomes or watching him with other women, but my fear is that he'll force me to be with an animal. He said if it happens, I should view it as consummation of our power exchange. I really care for Him and really want to make Him happy, and say yes to being His slave, but I don't know if I could mentally or emotionally handle being with an animal, it would be as bad as being with a child in mind. Does everyone experience this when they first start? Would it be just another taboo I could get over afterwards? I want nothing more than to kneel at His feet, be a good girl and do as he says, but I'm not sure if I can commit with the idea of expecting the worst. Any opinions?
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