Daddysredhead -> RE: All complaints go here! (8/15/2006 7:58:26 PM)
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There must be something in the air tonight. I had an okay day, but then it kinda got weird as I started thinking about a multitude of things. My poor brain pulled a fast one on me, and now I find myself perplexed and ponderous about many things. I know that I am not the best with change, and some of it can be attributed to that, with the upcoming move and all. However, I am just feeling kinda puzzled and kinda melancholy. And I miss my mom, and I miss the lady who was my mother-in-law for so many years (she died one year ago, but we were still close despite the divorce and all). And that brings me to something that really pisses me off... we had a damn twit working as a temp last week in our office and all she kept talking about was how much she hated her mother and her grandmother and how they didn't help her with her baby and her husband enough (although the three of them live rent-free in the grandmother's house and this bratty chick gets public assistance on the sly so she doesn't have to "get real work, her husband can sit at home and play video games, the baby goes to day care, and so they can live off the grandmother's retirement and Social Security income). To make matters worse, she was screaming at her grandmother on the phone one day about how she didn't want whatever it was that her grandmother fixed for dinner when she got home... I was so fucking pissed that it took everything in me to keep from unleashing on her. When she hung up the phone and called her grandma "a stupid old bitch," I shot her and look and said, "Don't worry, one day your grandma and mom will be dead, and you can finally be happy." She looked stunned and I said, "Yeah, I don't have any grandparents left and no mother, so you can just envy me; or even better, one day your daughter will be saying the same thing about you," and I got up and walked out of the room. I was so fucking mad. Damn stupid bitch... And I would do anything to get to hold my mother and grandparents one more time and tell then that I love them. Fucking bitch... *great! now I'm in tears...* [:(] [:(] [:(] Good night, all... I'm sorry...
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