Termyn8or
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Joined: 11/12/2005 Status: offline
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Absolutely Ms incuffs, no doubt. Now we get to today. I had three roomates, two are gone. They took my DVD player, who knows what else and every dollar in my wallet while I slept. I took the day off work and notified the neighborhood to be on the watch. They were crackheads and I thought we were making real progress, and I do think so for a while, but they fell back into that hole and did this. I have no idea right now what else might be missing, and now that I think about it they knew where that other house was. What that means is that there is a possibility hat they took one of my pipe cutters (I have/had several) and used it to rip off my own family. When it rains it pours, and when the shit hits the fan you never know how much there is. I can live through this, but what I have a problem with is the possibility that you can't trust anyone. I don't want to live in such a world. There has to be at least one person you can trust in life, and now I doubt just about everybody. There was about $80 in my wallet last night which is gone, my life savings destined to pay the gas bill, for them to stay here for free. If that is normal I want nothing to do with this planet anymore. And it looks pretty much like it right now. I have been strong, I have been fair, perhaps too fair, but if that's the way it is they cost me alot more than $80. They cost me the will to live. We are just regrouping right now, but if I don't come out of this funk, you'll read about it in the news. Warrants don't mean shit to me, I called the law, the district is looking for them and the whole neighborhood is on red alert for them slunking around my property. I have physical problems. I am seemingly going blind. I am in financial ruins. I am in debt for my bankruptcy coming up. I have a DUI and am going to jail, hopefully for only a few days. And now this. After I gave it all I had. Goddammit I am sick of this fucking shitball you call a planet. Let me off. Don't worry, I am stronger than that. But dammit, I don't think it was so bad when I was homeless, living under a bush in front of a church. I am already overwhelmed, but I might get through this hard time, but one more thing could literally be the straw that broke the camel's back. Enough whining for now, off to bed, I got work tomorrow. I can take this, but I am just not sure how much more. I have been known as strong, in the mind. I have had bad times. But I have never been betrayed like this before, literally getting kicked while I was down. Well except for that one time but that was back when I was immortal. Rush - "We're only immortal for a limited time". T
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